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Metamorphosis

Huda Ab Rahman

METAMORPHOSIS

  by

  Huda Ab Rahman

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  Metamorphosis

  Copyright © 2009 by Huda Ab Rahman

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, brands, media, and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. The author acknowledges the trademarked status and trademark owners of various products referenced in this work of fiction, which have been used without permission. The publication/use of these trademarks is not authorized, associated with, or sponsored by the trademark owners.

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  METAMORPHOSIS

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  pROLOGUE

  Fatima has always known about things that deserved to be known.

  She knows that she is special.

  She knows that her late husband was special.

  Yet she also knows that her children are not…as special.

  Special they are, just not up to par, but they are still her lights, in the darkness of life, and if this is her shot in normality, then she shall embrace it during her journey.

  Normality conquered the family’s life for exactly twenty-one years, until her first daughter betrothed and tied the knot, as well as the rest stepping on the boat.

  Again, she has always known that her children-in-law are quite ordinary.

  However, her grandchildren are amusingly…on the contrary.

  “Well.” Najhan grabbed the last biscuit on the plate, his eyes glimmered under the fluorescent lights, “That’s…”

  He paused, his face void of any expression. Tossing the confection into his mouth, he held a finger to his head, a motion that was terribly foreign to the spectators’ eyes, and devastatingly beleaguering—it seemed as if he was purging the answer from the biscuit—and he was about to utter another word when he suddenly froze, stupefied beyond recognition.

  Five pairs of eyes smoldered their gazes on him, intensely waiting for his reply.

  He let out a silent chuckle, hoping that the sheer gesture would wash away their inquisitiveness, but he knew—and so did the rest of his cousins in the room—that it was thoroughly impossible.

  They wanted answers.

  He slowly chewed the soft substance, savoring the taste of dried raspberry and white chocolate that lingered teasingly on the top of his tongue, baked to perfection by the chef most probably, or maybe his underlings? It didn’t matter, because it was supremely delish, and truthfully, he was distressed at the thought of swallowing, because that was indeed, the last piece, but he swallowed anyway, washing the remains with a mouthful of tea, refilling his cup with a fresh brew from the pot, brushing the rim of his teacup with his fingertips—

  “Come on, now.”

  “Dumb,” he spluttered, startled at Zahari’s unexpected outburst, “Dumb.”

  They groaned, they grunted, and one of them scoffed, which irked him even more.

  If he wasn’t too perturbed, he would have glared at Arina the scoffer.

  But she made him quiver.

  “Dumb?”

  Arina wasn’t one to hide her disgust, or any expression for that matter, and that was apparent when she loudly snorted, “Just so you know, we’re not talking about you.”

  He squirmed at that.

  Yet feigning ignorance toward his lovely cousin was perhaps the most appropriate thing to consider while countering her self-esteem, so he swallowed again, nonchalantly expressed, “Well,” but perhaps it backfired, because he found his own self-esteem crumbling before his very own eyes, so he swallowed again, even if there was nothing more to swallow, and said, “Well.”

  He waited for the moment when the spectators would leave the matter at rest and open a new chapter in their discussion. He still held on that hope as he deliberately wasted their time, taking another big gulp of his tea. He didn’t want to be the center of attention any longer, nor did he want the sudden affection that was bestowed upon his existence in that particular moment.

  To his dismay, the rest of the audience seemed unaffected by his action, thoroughly oblivious by the gesture.

  That, or they just enjoyed pestering the little sheep in distress.

  Face it; it certainly was the latter.

  “Well,” he cleared his throat, his hasty attempt of fading into the wind failed miserably, “Well—”

  “Such things would happen, obviously,” Najwan, the savior he was, quickly came to his twin’s rescue. “Freaks who married freaks will produce normal people. Normal people with freaks blood who married normal people with freaks blood will produce freaks.” He snapped his fingers, relishing his genius moment. “Easy-peasy.”

  “Exactly,” Najhan nodded eagerly, “So that is why—”

  Again, the intense smoldering of curious eyes abruptly muted his voice, disallowing him to express his opinionated mind further. His eyes staggered, struggling to squeeze just another word into the chaotic world, and finally, he succeeded, albeit a little strained, “Dumb.”

  Unfortunately, the reply was not the one they seek, for the groaning, grunting, and not to mention scoffing, began to rise in the air yet again. He quickly took another gulp from his cup, wishing that his bladder system would betray him, hoping that he would be excused to use the loo…

  They can tell in an instant that he didn’t need to use the bathroom.

  And they knew exactly that Najwan was being nonsensical.

  Nadirah gave it much of a thought, and while her understanding toward the cousin in question was ludicrously low, she couldn’t help but agree with his theory. The statement was indeed laughable, but it certainly was plausible.

  Frankly, such things couldn’t possibly happen as often as he thought. She could’ve gone as far as to say that it might only happen once in a blue moon. But of course, one can’t deny the fact that ugly people could produce handsome people, and a beautiful couple’s precious child wouldn’t always be granted with the promise of an equally dainty face.

  A thin nose might look appalling on the mother’s face, while a pair of big eyes might look disastrous on the father. Yet when both were combined, their offspring might possess the dream face, the definition of beauty perfection, sought after by all those plastic-surgery addicts across the world.

  A pointy chin on the other hand, might look mesmerizing on the mother, and a wide forehead might give an air of elegance to the father’s entire presence, but when the two properties were coupled, it probably wouldn’t match the standard perspective of current beauty.

  What was the standard perspective of current beauty? Frankly, Nadirah didn’t know for sure, and it was a tad exaggerating to generalize the entire world—perhaps part of the world would suffice— especially the part that had been tainted with her breath and presence. The part of the world that blatantly admitted how a precious lady should possess a pair of big eyes; milky white porcelain face, preferably smaller than a disc; sharp, thin nose that curved upwards; small, plump and moistened lips with curvy cupid bow; naturally rosy cheeks—

  “What?”

  The voice took her by alarm, causing her to unconsciously strew the papers in her hands across the room.

  She can feel her heartbeat quickened by Najhan’s sharp, monotonous tone, but he didn’t seem to notice as he further demanded, “Why are you staring at me like that?”

  Never in her right mind would she do such a thing
, not even to detect the slight differences between Najhan and Najwan.

  The differences were uncanny. Only the dumbest of the dumb would have difficulty in differentiating them.

  Her reply didn’t coincide with her thoughts though; she really didn’t want to irk him further by rehashing the word dumb.

  “I do not.”

  I do not didn’t equal to I wouldn’t dream of it, did it?

  “You do.”

  That hearty, injustice accusation made her whole composure burned with rage.

  Oh, how she loved to counter back with a brilliantly cunning reply that would crumble his self-esteem, bearing the fate just like those scattered biscuits’ crumbs—

  She must not.

  After all, his self-esteem had long crumbled, hadn’t it?

  “Fine,” she ground out, busily rearranging the papers back into her hands. Her heart was loudly protesting over her early withdrawal from a potentially hefty argument, but she shoved the thoughts away, letting her rage died down naturally.

  Indeed, she didn’t want to succumb to the evil side of her personality and made another human suffer just for her own pleasure. His unjust insinuation did make her heart suffer inside however, because truly, she didn’t look at him in the first place—at least, not consciously.

  She paused.

  Now that she gave it much of a thought, her eyes might have absentmindedly fixated on his face during the flyaway of her mind.

  But she couldn’t be blamed, could she? Where else should her eyes rest during her brain’s crucial assessments of Najwan’s grand theory?

  Oh, the teacup might’ve been a fine substitute.

  “Fine?”

  Zahari’s response made her startled yet again.

  This meeting was not good for her heart.

  She glanced up, fully intended to stare Zahari directly in the eyes, taunting him to further read her mind, or perhaps, shut him off completely from uttering another word, anything to overpower his arrogant existence, but suddenly, an overwhelming sensation of attention mercilessly blinded her eyes.

  The cousins had found their latest victim, or so it seemed.

  They waited for her elaboration like they always did, waiting for miracles to blurt out of her mouth, and even if the said miracle was sometimes nothing but mere blabbers with close to zero significant, they never relented.

  It was troublesome, it was definitely that, but her cousins had always loathed incomplete sentences, especially those that were out of their comprehendible mind. She truly had no choice but to bow down to their command.

  She might as well do that, just for the heck of it.

  Grinning, she stretched her lips in what she hoped was plain mockery, and said, “Dumb?”

  The room erupted with frustrated anguish once more, and judging by their reactions, they were definitely on the verge of insanity.

  And she enjoyed every second of it.

  Still, she wasn’t the cruelest person on earth.

  Probably.

  She sighed, and after regaining her composure, she bluffed her way out. “Dumb?” she deliberately creased her brows. “I don’t understand.”

  At once, those fearsome eyes shifted their penetrating gazes back at Najhan.

  She tried not to smile.

  Najhan swallowed convulsively, his throat probably dehydrated from the excessive swallowing, or perhaps startled that out of all these people, she’d be the one who had the nerve of asking him about the significance of that particular word.

  But he knew fairly well on how Nadirah equally hated the attention, so he held his chin high, mustering his confidence and repeated, “Dumb…”

  Those eyes were still fixated on him.

  He blinked, swallowing yet again, “Well, dumb—”

  “Please,” Widad sighed in a dramatic flair, but no one was oblivious to the pronounced irritation under her painted face, “The thought of sitting here all day long, hearing nothing but mere words with countless of pauses couldn’t possibly be good for my brain.”

  Najhan nearly slurred the words as he hurriedly countered, “Dumb seems to fit the occasion—”

  “Dumb seems to fit your occasion, you mean,” she sneered. “I wouldn’t disagree with that.”

  The comment, insensitive as it sounded, did nothing to torment his soul. He was used to such insults from his own sister, but once in a while, it was nice to exchange the same irritation and let her taste the bold sensation of humiliation.

  Unfortunately, his grand effort had failed yet again.

  “That is not nice, dumb,” he licked his lips nervously, his mind running in frenzies of brilliant ideas, but none were able to escape from his mouth, “I…” he blinked, swallowed loudly. “I…” he blinked again, but then he momentarily sighed. “I need a new word.”

  Perhaps I really need to teach him another word, Nadirah thought, because the word dumb had indeed, been quite old already.

  It was high time he began muttering another word aside from that.

  “Admit it,” Najwan’s voice gained Nadirah’s full attention again, largely because it was dangerously smooth, challenging even as he locked his eyes with his cruel sister, “Dumb is the perfect word to describe the situation. I mean,” he clasped his hands together, his tone was altogether pensive, “It’s dumb for Grandmother to be amazed at such situations since clearly us, the grandchildren,” he nodded at everyone in the room, his palm raising to his chest in profound gratefulness of his heritage, “Are bound to be awesome.”

  Zahari quirked an inquisitive brow.

  “Before you ask any further,” Najwan expertly cut him off, “I have every reason in the world to believe that what I’ve just proclaimed is true.”

  And now, both of Zahari’s brows were up.

  “Because…” he paused solely for the effect of suspense, “Because…” he grinned mischievously, “Because…”

  When no one said anything, or did anything for that matter, he repeated again, “Beca—”

  “Say it already!”He was taken aback by the unison outburst, but his expression never faltered from that arrogant grin of his. He crossed his arms, his eyes twinkled under the lights. “Do you seriously want to know?”

  “No, I don’t,” said Arina flatly.

  Najwan narrowed his eyes. “Then shut your filthy ears.”

  She scowled. “You’re getting on my last nerve.”

  “You’re always on your last nerve.” He said that almost too casually, as if that was the most natural thing to say, “Shut up and don’t listen.”

  Arina was about to open her mouth, probably to retort back with her usual scathing remark, but he quickly cut her off and proudly announced, “Because we are the phenomenal grandchildren!”

  A unison sigh escaped from their mouths.

  Najwan waited for the words to sink in their brain, for them to acknowledge his sudden genius streak, for them to gasp in admiration at his logical thinking, but after a few second, he got nothing of that sort, which prompted him to concentrate his attention fully on the decoration of the china teapot.

  If anyone thought that Najwan could at least provide a solid basis to his blunt reasoning, then they were dead wrong.

  After all, the phenomenal grandchildren were all likely candidates for the mental hospital.

  Yes, each of them.

  “Exactly,” Najhan nodded in agreement.

  To which he was agreeing on, Nadirah wouldn’t know. Her cousins always had a knack of reading her mind, or so she thought.

  Najhan averted his attention to Arina, shoving the empty plate under her nose. “Call your butler. More biscuits. Now. Same one. Tea is cold. Replace. I want coffee. And juice. With ice. Now.”

  “And fruits!” said Najwan.

  “And fruits,” he nodded, and added some more, “With ice cream.”

  Arina gaped at them in disbelief, nearly snarling, “No. My fridge is not yours.”

  Najwan looked at her innocently. “We didn’t ask for your
chocolates.”

  She huffed. “Biscuits only.”

  The twins sighed in a much identical and extremely exaggerated manner, obviously disappointed at the lack of agreement. But then Najhan murmured quietly to Najwan, “Later?”

  He crooked a smile. “Tonight.”

  They grinned mischievously, which infuriated Arina even more as she further screamed on the top of her lungs, “Butler!”

  “He has a name, didn’t he?” Najwan inquired thoughtfully to Zahari.

  Zahari didn’t feel comply to even nod.

  Moments later, the door creaked open.

  “Yes, miss?” the butler stood rigidly against the door, his posture stoic, oblivious to any emotion thrown at his way.

  Arina handed him the empty plate without much of a thought. “More biscuits.”

  He took the plate and after a swift nod, he murmured, “Yes, miss,” before quietly shutting the door.

  Sighing, Widad drained her tea with her extremely flawless etiquette. Or so she thought.

  “Kids these days,” her eyelashes fluttered toward Arina’s direction, “Know no manners.”

  Arina ruminated on her earlier behavior, and shrugging, she faced the door, slowly enunciating the word, “Please,” with the gentlest voice she could muster. She couldn’t be bothered, and it was too late for her to scare the butler with her rare kindness anyways, but nitpicking was a tradition in their relationship, so upon hearing that, Widad heavily rolled her eyes, which caused Zahari to blink in amusement.

  “Slow down, lady. Someone is maturing a bit too fast.”

  “Of course,” Widad smiled sweetly, “Girls are not as callous as boys.”

  “Of course,” he grinned gleefully, “Impossible it is for a boy to become a grandfather overnight.”

  The twins broke into a huge laughter, and as much as Nadirah was eagerly attempting of keeping her mirth to herself, she couldn’t help but let out a little snort. She too adored the rare moments of Queen Widad’s dethroning.

  Yet the sensation was too short to relish.

  For a moment, the binding power of Widad’s lethal stare caught their breaths, suffocating their throats, blurring their visions with its magically nauseating sensation, waiting for them to bow down to the Queen.

  Fortunately, the loud knocking from the door cracked the spell and interrupted the connection, sending relief down everyone’s spine.

  “Come in.”

  The butler suavely entered the room upon Arina’s command, carefully placing a plate of biscuits on the table. “Anything else, miss—”

  “No.”

  He bowed, readying to exit the room.

  “Thank you,” said Zahari, perhaps a bit too loud.

  “Right,” she muttered, understanding the gesture. “Thank you.”

  The butler politely excused himself, indifferent to the sudden politeness of his employer’s daughter, or the sharp answer to his dutiful inquiry.

  Once he was out of the door, Najhan, in his extremely uncouth behavior, popped another piece of biscuit into his mouth, munching with supreme vigor as if he hadn’t eaten for days. Imitating his twin, Najwan popped another biscuit into his mouth as well, joking around until the whole room was booming with laughter.

  Yes, her cousins were easily distracted.

  For a while, Nadirah wondered if their whole enthusiasm in this whole investigation was just a scam, but then, they were indeed the one who specifically requested for her help, practically begged for her cooperation. It seemed lately that everyone was aware of the oddities in their lives, eager to unravel more of their own mysteries, to discover more of their true potential.

  Naturally, she gladly offered her information. They did sincerely look concerned and thoroughly desperate.

  But now, she wasn’t so sure anymore.

  Glancing warily at each of their faces, she asked, “Should I continue?”

  “Ah,” Widad—as if just remembering the reason for the gathering—nodded, and remarked, “Of course. We should carry on, honestly,” which earned a whole lot of head nodding from the rest of the cousins.

  Perhaps distraction overwhelmed the enthusiasm. It was a typical thing to happen in their odd household. They might’ve inherited the trait from their ancestors for all they know. She ought to understand that by now.

  But she digressed.

  Shrugging, Nadirah cleared her throat and resumed her reading.

  If there is one thing that Grandmother Fatima has always known, it’s the fact that her wishes, most of the time, if not all, have come true.

  She wished that she will marry her husband, and she did.

  She wished that her son will not marry his phony college sweetheart, and he didn’t.

  She wished that her children will become successful in their lives, and they did.

  Grandmother Fatima knows that her specialty is amusing, yet she didn’t feel compel to share the amusement with just anyone.

  Perhaps, her spouse is excluded.

  “So, it’s not yet certain whether the late grandfather knew about this stuff or not,” slurred Najwan, most probably due to the overload biscuits in his mouth, “I think yes. No secrets—no, scratch that, nothing could escape the matrimony bonding.” He shuddered. “Don’t you agree?”

  Nadirah shrugged.

  “Which son was that?” Zahari was genuinely intrigued, his eyes sparkling in interest. “Was it my dad, or was it your dad? Oh,” he grinned, unable to contain his excitement, “I bet it’s mine.”

  Again, Nadirah opted to shrug.

  “It doesn’t matter,” Widad brushed him off impatiently, “Hurry up to the good stuff.”

  Nadirah decided to ignore any further intrusion, averting her eyes back toward the paper.

  Grandmother Fatima must have thought that she knows everything. However, she didn’t know that her words are highly contagious and infectious. Nevertheless, when such words were coupled with the worse of the worse, surely, the good would appear, or at least, in the most twisted way.

  When her sole daughter birthed a daughter, Grandmother Fatima looked at the eldest granddaughter and said, “Oh, this one will charm the world.”

  She tried to name her Widad, but her daughter persisted to call her Azwa.

  In the end, they decided to let the baby choose, so they reached for her and cooed her name, hoping that the baby would side with them…

  Of course, the baby responded to Widad.

  “Of course,” Widad beamed. “I’m a genius, right from birth.”

  The twins gagged, Arina clamped her mouth shut, Nadirah buried her nose into the papers, but Zahari decided to clap his hands and said, “Right you are.”

  They gasped.

  “Shut up,” snapped Widad, knowing from an instant that those three words were not exactly a compliment in any way. However, instead of tormenting Zahari further with her silent weapon, she proceeded to flash her icy, yet hypnotizing gaze at Nadirah, beckoning her to carry on.

  Nadirah sighed.

  Widad had always been an accomplished hypnotizer, or in this case, charmer, and it had always driven them up the wall.

  Troublesome for others, but of course, convenient for her.

  When her first son sired a son, she looked at the eldest grandson and said, “Oh, this one will see everything in this world.”

  She tried to name her Zahari, and it had been proven easy, since the parents of the baby liked her bossy.

  Of course, the baby didn’t mind the name, really.

  “It’s not as if I have a choice,” muttered Zahari.

  “Which wonders me,” Najwan stared at him curiously, peeking under his face for a clearer view, “How do you manage to keep your fringe so long? I haven’t seen your forehead in ages. I bet it has changed colors already.”

  Zahari looked at him in amusement, desperately controlling his laughter.

  “Your teacher…” Najhan trailed off, clueless for a couple of seconds before finally finishing his sentence, “Must be an
gry.”

  He grinned, unsure whether he was being ironic or the opposite, but he answered just the same, “I styled it, of course. It’s not as apparent when I keep it flat and hard. I can’t bear to lose my fringe,” he shivered. “Not if you have eyes like me.”

  “At least you know that you’ll never have cooties,” Arina snorted.

  Not just cooties, he could even detect the miniscule imperfection of his artfully gelled hair, which made his statement of deceiving the teachers foolproof. Overly sensitive eyes, it was not a wonder that he was germaphobic, especially when he could see every single germs in the world. Spooky to their ears, but of course, much spookier to his eyes.

  When her third son sired a daughter, she looked at the granddaughter and said, “Oh, this one will know every single word uttered in this world.”

  She tried to name her Nadirah, and her third son accepted without a question, for he knew very well on the hardness of changing her mind.

  Of course, the baby just blinked silently and learned her first word.

  Arina pinched her lips thoughtfully. “I thought the first word is the Adzan—”

  “Well, you don’t…” Najhan clamped his teeth, “You can’t remember that anyway.”

  “Yeah,” Najwan acceded, “It says, you learned, not, you heard, dimwit.”

  Nadirah was certain that she heard a tiger growling somewhere in this room.

  Or perhaps it was their stomachs.

  “I wonder if Grandmother has called you that before you were born,” Widad looked at her, amused, and then began to say animatedly, “Like, oh Nadirah, how are you doing Nadirah, how do you like your psychic power Nadirah…”

  Nadirah loved to retort with how her ears were probably fully covered with whatever there was in a mother’s belly, which made it impossible for her to hear anything, but she just shrugged.

  “Wow, I bet they didn’t do that to me when I was still a mere fetus.”

  It was hard to detect the underlying motive behind Widad’s sneering tone, and the bad thing was—Nadirah didn’t know for sure if Widad was plainly fascinated, or viciously jealous.

  It didn’t help either when Zahari suddenly cringed, his words smoldered with loathing as he said, “Don’t let me visualize any of those fetuses, especially yours.”

  She could predict on what would happen to Zahari next; the Queen’s rancorous behavior was gruesome, humbly said, so Nadirah quickly averted her eyes toward the remaining cousins, who seemed to whine for her attention.

  “And where is mine?” Arina munched her biscuit much in the same manner as the twins, but her eyes were forceful and deliberately large. “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten about me.”

  “Yours would be last, stupid,” Najwan said matter-of-factly. “It’s our turn next.”

  That was true; it was the twins’ turn next. But she didn’t feel compel to utter it aloud, not when Arina’s cheeks were considerably red, and possibly hot.

  “I’m just asking,” she returned irritably, “Thanks for the extra courtesy, dumbo.”

  Yet another fancy fight to be forever engraved in Nadirah’s brain.

  The funny thing was, even if a million years had passed and she was miraculously still alive in this world, she would still remember the insults thrown about between her lovely cousins at this very room, perhaps even recite it flawlessly in front of them without breaking a sweat. Useless thing to remember, but nothing she can do about it.

  Simple, she remembered all the words uttered in this world within the radius of her ears, and she had the pleasure of rewinding all those conversations to her heart content.

  No one could lie to her face—that was simply impossible.

  When her sole daughter birthed a pair of identical male twins, she looked at one of them and said, “Oh, this one will be the world’s book of knowledge,” and then, she looked at another and said, “Oh, this one will be the world’s book of wisdom.”

  She tried to name them, but failed miserably.

  Therefore, she let her daughter do the pleasure, and after a brief study in the list of Muslims name, they have decided to name the twins in nearly identical names, Najwan and Najhan.

  Of course, the twins were oblivious by the absurdly identical names.

  “So, which is which?”

  Najhan looked at Arina suspiciously, unconsciously enunciating every syllable in his sentence. “Which is what?”

  “The book of knowledge,” she rolled her eyes. “And the book of wisdom.”

  “Ah,” Najwan chuckled, “That.” He smiled, motioning her to lean in. She contemplated for a while; unsure of his exact intention, but then decided to take the risk and lunge forward, conveniently placing her ear near to his head.

  “That…” Najwan whispered, pausing for effect before finally continuing, “…is not for you to know.”

  Arina sat back on her seat, grunting in disgust. She shifted her attention to Widad, but before she could speak, Widad just waved her hand dismissively. “Don’t ask me, I wouldn’t know.”

  Najhan lowered his eyes. “You never asked.”

  “As if you could answer.”

  “I could,” his hard voice took Nadirah by surprise, “If you could just…” he paused, or perhaps he bit his tongue, “If you could…” he blinked, and swallowed. “If you…”

  “If you could just stop using your little charm and treat us as if we’re your little minions then perhaps we can have an agreement.” Najwan finished the sentence gravely, eyeing her with deep remorse.

  “My charm,” her voice was bursting with proud, “Is my specialty.”

  “Our secret,” Najwan pressed, “Is plainly that. Our secret.”

  “Or maybe you don’t have a clue.”

  Nadirah blinked, realizing that she had uttered her inner thoughts aloud. She raised her head, only to be startled yet again, but this time, she was feasted with a venomous glare from the other twin, Najwan, and not from Najhan, or their sister, or the other two, or anyone else for that matter.

  Not that there were anyone else in this room.

  “Just carry on,” he spat impatiently.

  It was rare of him to succumb to the evil emotion of rage, and for him to suddenly attack in such a ferocious manner made the situation terribly amusing that she couldn’t help but smile.

  “And stop smiling.”

  She couldn’t resist the urge to snort either.

  “And snorting.”

  She clasped her mouth with her hand, finding the situation far—actually beyond—amusing.

  “And that too—”

  “Shut up.”

  At once, no sound emitted from the room, all obeying the low, yet alarming command from the irritated Zahari.

  Irritated Zahari was definitely terrifying.

  Nadirah tried to regain her composure, burying her nose back into the papers. Still, she wondered if Najwan was truly clueless about his ability.

  If there was something that remained a mystery in Nadirah’s life, it was the fact that she had yet to crack the uniqueness of the twins.

  Perhaps the only people who knew about their specialty were they, but it was not as if they were distant or aloof in any way either. Everyone seemed to be the twins’ acquaintance, and everyone seemed to know them well. Yet their level of secrecy outmatched every single person in this room, who more or less, definitely were brimming with endless secrets themselves.

  Nevertheless, Nadirah decided that it was time to read the last paragraph of her investigation, since a fidgeting and impatient Arina was never a good sight to behold.

  Like brother, like sister.

  They wouldn’t like that.

  When her first son sired a daughter, she looked at the youngest granddaughter and said, “Oh, this one will somehow…be like me.”

  Arina spluttered her tea. “What?”

  “Shh,” Zahari placed his finger on his lips, “Shut up and listen.”

  She tried to name her with a name that matched her own, but a
fter continuously racking her brain for the most suitable name, she failed yet again, most probably due to her delighted mind. Therefore, her daughter-in-law took the responsibility, and named the baby, Arina.

  Of course, the baby didn’t mind that her name didn’t resemble her grandmother’s name.

  “Thankfully not.”

  Zahari patted Arina’s back. “Or else, your name might be Fatiha.”

  “That name is splendid and all,” she retorted, not oblivious to Zahari’s scheme of aggravation, “But my name suits me better.”

  He pondered over the possibility, and shamelessly asked, “And why would Arina become like Grandmother?”

  “Because she’s old?”

  A loud spanking noise escaped from Najwan’s back, but Nadirah tried to ignore that.

  “Obviously…” Najhan blinked.

  And there was a short silence.

  As always.

  “Obviously,” Nadirah tried to finish the sentence, suddenly eager to get this done with, “Arina’s words are as meaningful as Grandmother’s—”

  “Hey,” the caustic voice caught her full attention, and as she stared at the bearer of the voice, she realized that Najwan was still narrowing his eyes at her. “That’s supposed to be my job.”

  “It’s not,” Najhan replied nonchalantly, draining his cup of tea.

  “It’s not,” Nadirah echoed playfully, reaching for a piece of biscuit.

  “It’s not,” Arina joined the banter, spanking Najwan in the head again.

  It should be noted that if Arina agreed on anything at all, that particular anything would usually mean the truth. Much resembled the unique quality of their grandmother; it was a no-brainer that her words were just as powerful as Grandmother Fatima.

  Nevertheless, it was known that all of Arina’s wishes were done in an unconscious mind.

  Or was it?

  Nadirah didn’t care, for what mattered now was her job had finally done.

  “So,” she grinned, waiting for their outburst, “I am finished.”

  They blinked, and as if their head were suddenly knocked by an invisible force, they began to reach for her papers, skimming it directly and thinking loudly.

  Najwan glanced at her papers, messily scattered from one hand to another, and decided to inquire suspiciously. “How could you find all these information anyways? I thought you can only rewind conversations. Is this even legit?” He sniffed the paper. “Smells fishy.”

  Her grin became broader, trying to ignore the last sentence. “I’ve undergone my own metamorphosis,” she said triumphantly, “I’ve become a full-fledged freak.”

  “Oh,” Zahari mouthed, and averted his gaze toward Widad at once. “Please don’t embrace your ability any further than necessary.”

  She scoffed. “Are you talking to me or yourself?”

  He raised his brows. “You are freakishly impossible.”

  “Haven’t you heard?” she rolled her eyes. “Welcome to the world of freaks.”

  “Yeah,” Najhan grinned. “Welcome to the world of freaks.”

  chapter 1