Poems by Emily Dickinson First Series

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  Poems by Emily Dickinson First Series

  Edited by Mabel Loomis Todd and T.W. Higginson

  BOOK I.--LIFE.

  I. Success

  II. "Our share of night to bear"

  III. Rouge et Noir

  IV. Rouge gagne

  V. "Glee! the great storm is over"

  VI. "If I can stop one heart from breaking"

  VII. Almost

  VIII. "A wounded deer leaps highest"

  IX. "The heart asks pleasure first"

  X. In a Library

  XI. "Much madness is divinest sense"

  XII. "I asked no other thing"

  XIII. Exclusion

  XIV. The Secret

  XV. The Lonely House

  XVI. "To fight aloud is very brave"

  XVII. Dawn

  XVIII. The Book of Martyrs

  XIX. The Mystery of Pain

  XX. "I taste a liquor never brewed"

  XXI. A Book

  XXII. "I had no time to hate, because"

  XXIII. Unreturning

  XXIV. "Whether my bark went down at sea"

  XXV. "Belshazzar had a letter"

  XXVI. "The brain within its groove"

  BOOK II.--LOVE.

  I. Mine

  II. Bequest

  III. "Alter? When the hills do"

  IV. Suspense

  V. Surrender

  VI. "If you were coming in the fall"

  VII. With a Flower

  VIII. Proof

  IX. "Have you got a brook in your little heart?"

  X. Transplanted

  XI. The Outlet

  XII. In vain

  XIII. Renunciation

  XIV. Love's Baptism

  XV. Resurrection

  XVI. Apocalypse

  XVII. The Wife

  XVIII. Apotheosis

  BOOK III.--NATURE.

  I. "New feet within my garden go"

  II. Mayflower

  III. Why?

  IV. "Perhaps you'd like to buy a flower"

  V. "The pedigree of honey"

  VI. A Service of Song

  VII. "The bee is not afraid of me"

  VIII. Summer's Armies

  IX. The Grass

  X. "A little road not made of man"

  XI. Summer Shower

  XII. Psalm of the Day

  XIII. The Sea of Sunset

  XIV. Purple Clover

  XV. The Bee

  XVI. "Presentiment is that long shadow"

  XVII. "As children bid the guest good-night"

  XVIII. "Angels in the early morning"

  XIX. "So bashful when I spied her"

  XX. Two Worlds

  XXI. The Mountain

  XXII. A Day

  XXIII. The butterfly's assumption-gown"

  XXIV. The Wind

  XXV. Death and Life

  XXVI. "'T was later when the summer went"

  XXVII. Indian Summer

  XXVIII. Autumn

  XXIX. Beclouded

  XXX. The Hemlock

  XXXI. "There's a certain slant of light"

  BOOK IV.--TIME AND ETERNITY.

  I. "One dignity delays for all"

  II. Too Late

  III. Astra Castra

  IV. "Safe in the alabaster chambers"

  V. "On this long storm the rainbow rose"

  VI. From the chrysalis

  VII. Setting sail

  VIII. "Look back on time with kindly eyes"

  IX. "A train went through a burial gate"

  X. "I died for beauty, but was scarce"

  XI. Troubled about many things"

  XII. Real

  XIII. A Funeral

  XIV. "I went to thank her"

  XV. "I've seen a dying eye"

  XVI. Refuge

  XVII. "I never saw a moor"

  XVIII. Playmates

  XIX. "To know just how he suffered"

  XX. "The last night that she lived"

  XXI. The First Lesson

  XXII. "The bustle in a house"

  XXIII. "I reason, earth is short"

  XXIV. "Afraid? Of whom am I afraid?

  XXV. Dying

  XXVI. "Two swimmers wrestled on a spar"

  XXVII. The Chariot

  XXVIII. "She went as quiet as the dew"

  XXIX. Resurgam

  XXX. "Except to heaven she is nought"

  XXXI. "Death is a dialogue between"

  XXXII. "It was too late for man"

  XXXIII. Along the Potomac

  XXXIV. "The daisy follows soft the Sun"

  XXXV. Emancipation

  XXXVI. Lost

  XXXVII. "If I shouldn't be alive"

  XXXVIII. "Sleep is supposed to be"

  XXXIX. "I shall know why when time is over"

  XL. "I never lost as much but twice" This page copyright © 2000 Blackmask Online.

  PREFACE.

  THE verses of Emily Dickinson belong emphatically to what Emerson long since called "the Poetry of the Portfolio,"--something produced absolutely without the thought of publication, and solely by way of expression of the writer's own mind. Such verse must inevitably forfeit whatever advantage lies in the discipline of public criticism and the enforced conformity to accepted ways. On the other hand, it may often gain something through the habit of freedom and the unconventional utterance of daring thoughts. In the case of the present author, there was absolutely no choice in the matter; she must write thus, or not at all. A recluse by temperament and habit, literally spending years without setting her foot beyond the doorstep, and many more years

  during which her walks were strictly limited to her father's grounds, she habitually concealed her mind, like her person, from all but a very few friends; and it was with great difficulty that she was persuaded to print, during her lifetime, three or four poems. Yet she wrote verses in great abundance; and though curiously indifferent to all conventional rules, had yet a rigorous literary standard of her own, and often altered a word many times to suit an ear which had its own tenacious fastidiousness.

  Miss Dickinson was born in Amherst, Mass., Dec. , , and died there May , . Her father, Hon. Edward Dickinson, was the leading lawyer of Amherst, and was treasurer of the well-known college there situated. It was his custom once a year to hold a large reception at his house, attended by all the families connected with the institution and by the leading people of the town. On these occasions his daughter Emily emerged from her wonted retirement and did her part as gracious hostess; nor would any one have known from her manner, I have been told, that this was not a daily occurrence. The annual occasion once past, she withdrew again into her seclusion, and except for a very few friends was as invisible to the world as if she had dwelt in a nunnery. For myself, although I had corresponded with her for many years, I saw her but twice face to face, and brought away the impression of something as unique and remote as Undine or Mignon or Thekla.

  This selection from her poems is published to meet the desire of her personal friends, and especially of her surviving sister. It is believed that the thoughtful reader will find in these pages a quality more suggestive of the poetry of William Blake than of anything to be elsewhere found,--flashes of wholly original and profound insight into nature and life; words and phrases exhibiting an extraordinary vividness of descriptive and imaginative power, yet often set in a seemingly whimsical or even rugged frame. They are here published as they were written, with very few and superficial changes; although it is fair to say that the titles have been assigned, almost invariably by the editors. In many cases these verses will seem to the reader like poetry torn up by the roots, with rain and dew and earth still clinging to them,
giving a freshness and a fragrance not otherwise to be conveyed. In other cases, as in the few poems of shipwreck or of mental conflict, we can only wonder at the gift of vivid imagination by which this recluse woman can delineate, by a few touches, the very crises of physical or mental conflict. And sometimes again we catch glimpses of a lyric strain, sustained perhaps but for a line or two at a time, and making the reader regret its sudden cessation. But the main quality of these poems is that of extraordinary grasp and insight, uttered with an uneven vigor sometimes exasperating, seemingly wayward, but really unsought and inevitable. After all, when a thought takes one's breath away, a lesson on grammar seems an impertinence. As Ruskin wrote in his earlier and better days, "No weight nor mass nor beauty of execution can outweigh one grain or fragment of thought."

  THOMAS WENTWORTH HIGGINSON

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  [Prelude]

  THIS is my letter to the world,

  That never wrote to me,--

  The simple news that nature told,

  With tender magesty.

  Her message is committed

  To hands I cannot see;

  For love of her, sweet countrymen,

  Judge tenderly of me!

  I. LIFE.

  I. SUCCESS.

  [Published in "A Masque of Poets" at the request of "H. H.," the author's fellow-townswoman and friend]

  SUCCESS is counted sweetest

  By those who ne'er succeed.

  To comprehend a nectar

  Requires sorest need.

  Not one of all the purple host

  Who took the flag to-day

  Can tell the definition,

  So clear, of victory,

  As he, defeated, dying,

  On whose forbidden ear

  The distant strains of triumph

  Break, agonized and clear.

  II.

  OUR share of night to bear,

  Our share of morning,

  Our blank in bliss to fill,

  Our blank in scorning.

  Here a star, and there a star,

  Some lose their way.

  Here a mist, and there a mist,

  Afterwards -- day!

  III. ROUGE ET NOIR.

  SOUL, wilt thou toss again?

  By just such a hazard

  Hundreds have lost, indeed,

  But tens have won an all.

  Angels' breathless ballot

  Lingers to record thee;

  Imps in eager caucus

  Raffle for my soul.

  IV. ROUGE GAGNE.

  'T IS so much joy! 'T is so much joy!

  If I should fail, what poverty!

  And yet, as poor as I

  Have ventured all upon a throw;

  Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so

  This side the victory!

  Life is but life, and death but death!

  Bliss is but bliss, and breath but breath!

  And if. indeed, I fail,

  At least to know the worst is sweet.

  Defeat means nothing but defeat,

  No drearier can prevail!

  And if I gain, -- oh, gun at sea,

  Oh, bells that in the steeples be,

  At first repeat it slow!

  For heaven is a different thing

  Conjectured. and waked sudden in,

  And might o'erwhelm me so!

  V.

  GLEE! the great storm is over!

  Four have recovered the land;

  Forty gone down together

  Into the boiling sand.

  Ring, for the scant salvation!

  Toll, for the bonnie souls, --

  Neighbor and friend and bridegroom,

  Spinning upon the shoals!

  How they will tell the shipwreck

  When winter shakes the door,

  Till the children ask, "But the forty?

  Did they come back no more?"

  Then a silence suffuses the story,

  And a softness the teller's eye;

  And the children no further question.

  And only the waves reply.

  VI.

  IF I can stop one heart from breaking,

  I shall not live in vain;

  If I can ease one life the aching,

  Or cool one pain,

  Or help one fainting robin

  Unto his nest again,

  I shall not live in vain.

  VII. ALMOST!

  WITHIN my reach!

  I could have touched!

  I might have chanced that way!

  Soft sauntered through the village,

  Sauntered as soft away!

  So unsuspected violets

  Within the fields lie low,

  Too late for striving fingers

  That passed, an hour ago.

  VIII.

  A WOUNDED deer leaps highest,

  I've heard the hunter tell;

  'T is but the ecstasy of death,

  And then the brake is still.

  The smitten rock that gushes,

  The trampled steel that springs:

  A cheek is always redder

  Just where the hectic stings!

  Mirth is the mail of anguish,

  In which it cautions arm,

  Lest anybody spy the blood

  And "You're hurt" exclaim!

  IX.

  THE heart asks pleasure first,

  And then, excuse from pain;

  And then, those little anodynes

  That deaden suffering;

  And then, to go to sleep;

  And then, if it should be

  The will of its Inquisitor,

  The liberty to die.

  X. IN A LIBRARY.

  A PRECIOUS, mouldering pleasure 't is

  To meet an antique book,

  In just the dress his century wore;

  A privilege, I think,

  His venerable hand to take,

  And warming in our own,

  A passage back, or two, to make

  To times when he was young.

  His quaint opinions to inspect,

  His knowledge to unfold

  On what concerns our mutual mind,

  The literature of old;

  What interested scholars most,

  What competitions ran

  When Plato was a certainty,

  And Sophocles a man;

  When Sappho was a living girl,

  And Beatrice wore

  The gown that Dante deified.

  Facts, centuries before,

  He traverses familiar,

  As one should come to town

  And tell you all your dreams were true:

  He lived where dreams were sown.

  His presence is enchantment,

  You beg him not to go;

  Old volumes shake their vellum heads

  And tantalize, just so.

  XI.

  MUCH madness is divinest sense

  To a discerning eye;

  Much sense the starkest madness.

  'T is the majority

  In this, as all, prevails.

  Assent, and you are sane;

  Demur, -- you're straightway dangerous,

  And handled with a chain.

  XII.

  I ASKED no other thing,

  No other was denied.

  I offered Being for it;

  The mighty merchant smiled.

  Brazil? He twirled a button,

  Without a glance my way:

  "But, madam, is there nothing else

  That we can show to-day?"

  XIII. EXCLUSION.

  THE soul selects her own society,

  Then shuts the door;

  On her divine majority

  Obtrude no more.

  Unmoved, she notes the chariot's pausing

  At her low gate;

  Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling

  Upon her mat.

  I've known her from an ample nation

/>   Choose one;

  Then close the valves of her attention

  Like stone.

  XIV. THE SECRET.

  SOME things that fly there be, --

  Birds, hours, the bumble-bee:

  Of these no elegy.

  Some things that stay there be, --

  Grief, hills, eternity:

  Nor this behooveth me.

  There are, that resting, rise.

  Can I expound the skies?

  How still the riddle lies!

  XV. THE LONELY HOUSE.

  I KNOW some lonely houses off the road

  A robber 'd like the look of,--

  Wooden barred,

  And windows hanging low,

  Inviting to

  A portico,

  Where two could creep:

  One hand the tools,

  The other peep

  To make sure all's asleep.

  Old-fashioned eyes,

  Not easy to surprise!

  How orderly the kitchen 'd look by night,

  With just a clock,--

  But they could gag the tick,

  And mice won't bark;

  And so the walls don't tell,

  None will.

  A pair of spectacles afar just stir --

  An almanac's aware.

  Was it the mat winked,

  Or a nervous star?

  The moon slides down the stair

  To see who's there.

  There's plunder, -- where?

  Tankard, or spoon,

  Earring, or stone,

  A watch, some ancient brooch

  To match the grandmamma,

  Staid sleeping there.

  Day rattles, too,

  Stealth's slow;