Remaking

  REMAKING

  a short story by

  Blake Crouch

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  PUBLISHED BY:

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  Copyright 2010 by Blake Crouch

  Cover art copyright 2010 by Jeroen ten Berge

  All rights reserved.

  PRAISE FOR BLAKE CROUCH

  Crouch quite simply is a marvel. Highest possible recommendation.

  BOOKREPORTER

  Blake Crouch is the most exciting new thriller writer I've read in years.

  DAVID MORRELL

  REMAKING is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  "Remaking" originally appeared in Thriller 2, edited by Clive Cussler and published by Mira Books, June 2009.

  For more information about the author, please visit www.blakecrouch.com.

  For more information about the artist, please visit www.jeroentenberge.com.

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  REMAKING

  Mitchell stared at the page in the notebook, covered in his messy scrawl, but he wasn’t reading. He’d seen them walk into the coffeehouse fifteen minutes prior, the man short, pudgy, and smoothshaven, the boy perhaps five or six and wearing a long-sleeved Oshkoshbgosh—red with blue stripes.

  Now they sat two tables away.

  The boy said, “I’m hungry.”

  “We’ll get something in a little while.”

  “How long is a little while?”

  “Until I say.”

  “When are you gonna—”

  “Joel, do you mind?”

  The little boy’s head dropped. The man stopped typing and looked up from his laptop.

  “I’m sorry. Tell you what. Give me five minutes so I can finish this email, and we’ll go eat breakfast.”

  Mitchell sipped his espresso, snow falling beyond the storefront windows into this mountain hamlet of eight hundred souls, Miles Davis squealing through the speakers—one of the low-key numbers off Kind of Blue.

  Mitchell trailed them down the frosted sidewalk.

  One block up, they crossed the street and disappeared into a diner. Having already eaten in that very establishment two hours ago, he installed himself on a bench where he could see the boy and the man sitting at a table by the front window.

  Mitchell fished the cell out of his jacket and opened the phone, scrolling through ancient numbers as the snow collected in his hair.

  He pressed talk.

  Two rings, then, “Mitch? Oh my God, where are you?”

  He made no answer.

  “Look, I’m at the office, getting ready for a big meeting. I can’t do this right now, but will you answer if I call you back? Please?”

  Mitchell closed the phone and shut his eyes.

  They emerged from the diner an hour later.

  Mitchell brushed the inch of snow off his pants and stood, shivering. He crossed the street and followed the boy and the man up the sidewalk, passing a candy shop, a grocery, a depressing bar masquerading as an old west saloon.

  They left the sidewalk after another block and walked up the driveway to the Antlers Motel, disappeared into 113, the middle in a single-story row of nine rooms. The tarp stretched over the small swimming pool sagged with snow. In an alcove between the rooms and the office, vending machines hummed against the hush of the storm.

  Ten minutes of brisk walking returned Mitchell to his motel, the Box Canyon Lodge. He climbed into his burgundy Jetta, cranked the engine.

  “Just for tonight?”

  “Yes.”

  “That’ll be $69.78 with tax.”

  Mitchell handed the woman his credit card.

  Behind the front desk, a row of Hummels stood in perfect formation atop a black and white television airing “The Price is Right.”

  Mitchell signed the receipt. “Could I have 112 or 114?”

  The old woman stubbed out her cigarette in a glass ashtray and reached for the key cabinet.

  Mitchell pressed his ear to the wood paneling.

  A television blared through the thin wall.

  His cell phone vibrated—Lisa calling again.

  Flipped it open.

  “Mitch? You don’t have to say anything. Please just listen—”

  He powered off the phone and continued writing in the notebook.

  Afternoon unspooled as the snow piled up in the parking lot of the Antlers Motel. Mitchell parted the blinds and stared through the window as the first intimation of dusk began to blue the sky, the noise of the television next door droning through the walls.

  He lay down on top of the covers and stared at the ceiling and whispered the Lord’s Prayer.

  In the evening, he startled out of sleep to the sound of a door slamming, sat up too fast, the blood rushing to his head in a swarm of black spots. He hadn’t intended to sleep.

  Mitchell slid off the bed and walked to the window, split the blinds, heard the diminishing sound of footsteps—a single set—squeaking in the snow.

  He saw the boy pass through the illumination of a streetlamp and disappear into the alcove that housed the vending machines.

  The snowflakes stung Mitchell’s cheeks as he crossed the parking lot, his sneakers swallowed up in six inches of fresh powder.

  The hum of the vending machines intensified, and he picked out the sound of coins dropping through a slot.

  He glanced once over his shoulder at the row of rooms, the doors all closed, windows dark save slivers of electric blue from television screens sliding through the blinds.

  Too dark to tell if the man was watching.

  Mitchell stepped into the alcove as the boy pressed his selection on the drink machine.

  The can banged into the open compartment, and the boy reached down and claimed the Sprite.

  “Hi, Joel.”

  The boy looked up at him, then lowered his head like a scolded dog, as though he’d been caught vandalizing the drink machine.

  “No, it’s all right. You haven’t done anything wrong.”

  Mitchell squatted down on the concrete.

  “Look at me, son. Who’s that man you’re with?”

  The voice so soft and high: “Daddy.”

  A voice boomed across the parking lot. “Joel? It don’t take this long to buy a can of pop! Make a decision and get back here.”

  The door slammed.

  “Joel, do you want to come with me?”

  “You’re a stranger.”

  “No, my name’s Mitch. I’m a police officer actually. Why don’t you come with me.”

  “No.”

  “I think you probably should.” Mitchell figuring he had maybe thirty seconds before the father stormed out.

  “Where’s your badge?”

  “I’m undercover right now. Come on, we don’t have much time. You need to come with me.”

  “I’ll get in trouble.”

  “No, only way you’ll get in trouble is by not obeying a police officer when he tells you to do something.” Mitchell noticed the boy’s hands trembling. His were, too. “Come on, son.”

  He put his hand on the boy’s small
shoulder and guided him out of the alcove toward his car, where he opened the front passenger door and motioned for Joel to get in.

  Mitchell brushed the snow off the windows and the windshield, and as he climbed in and started the engine, he saw the door to 113 swing open in the rearview mirror.

  “You eaten yet?”

  “No.”

  Main Street empty and the newly-scraped pavement already frosting again, the reflection of the high beams blinding against the wall of pouring snow.

  “Are you hungry?”

  “I don’t know.”

  He turned right off Main, drove slow down a snow-packed side street that sloped past little Victorians, inns, and motels, Joel buckled into the passenger seat, the can of Sprite still unopened between his legs, tears rolling down his cheeks.

  Mitchell unlocked the door and opened it.

  “Go on in, Joel.”

  The boy entered and Mitchell hit the light, closing and locking the door after them, wondering if Joel could reach the brass chain near the top.

  It wasn’t much of a room—single bed, table, cabinet housing a refrigerator on one side, hangers on the other. He’d lived out of it for the last month and it smelled like stale pizza crust and cardboard and clothes soured with sweat.

  Mitchell closed the blinds.

  “You wanna watch TV?”

  The boy shrugged.

  Mitchell picked the remote control off the bedside table and turned it on.

  “Come sit on the bed, Joel.”

  As the boy climbed onto the bed, Mitchell started flipping.

  “You tell me to stop when you see something you wanna watch.”

  Mitchell surfed through all thirty stations twice and the boy said nothing.

  He settled on the Discovery Channel, set the remote control down.

  “I want my Dad,” the boy said, trying not to cry.

  “Calm down, Joel.”

  Mitchell sat on the bed and unlaced his sneakers. His socks were damp and cold. He balled them up and tossed them into the open bathroom, staring now at his pale feet, toes shriveled with moisture.

  Joel had settled back into one of the pillows, momentarily entranced by the television program where a man caked in mud wrestled with a crocodile.

  Mitchell turned up the volume.

  “You like crocodiles?” he asked.

  “Yeah.”

  “You aren’t scared of them?”

  The boy shook his head. “I got a snake.”

  “Nuh uh.”

  The boy looked up. “Uh huh.”

  “What kind?”

  “It’s black and scaly and it lives in a glass box.”

  “A terrarium?”

  “Yeah. Daddy catches mice for it.”

  “It eats them?”

  “Uh huh. Slinky’s belly gets real big.”

  Mitchell smiled. “I bet that’s something to see.”

  They sat watching the Discovery Channel for twenty minutes, Joel engrossed now, Mitchell with his head tilted back against the headboard, eyes closed, a half grin where none had been for twelve months.

  At 8:24 p.m., the cell vibrated against Mitchell’s hip. He opened the case and pulled out the phone.

  “Hi, Lisa.”

  “Mitch.”

  “Listen, I want you to call me back in five minutes and do exactly what I say.”

  “Okay.”

  Mitchell closed the phone and slid off the bed.

  The boy looked up, still half-watching the program on the world’s deadliest spiders.

  He said, “I’m hungry.”

  “I know, sport. I know. Give me just a minute here and I’ll order a pizza.”

  Mitchell crossed the carpet, tracking through dirty clothes he should’ve taken to the laundry a week ago.

  His suitcase lay open in the space between the dresser and the baseboard heater. He knelt down, searching through wrinkled oxfords and blue jeans, khakis that had long since lost their creases.

  It was a tiny, wool sweater—ice-blue with a magnified snowflake stitched across the front.

  “Hey, Joel,” he said, “it’s getting cold in here. I want you to put this on.” He tossed the sweater onto the bed.

  “I’m not cold.”

  “You do like I tell you now.”

  As the boy reached for the sweater, Mitchell undid the buttons on his plaid shirt and worked his arms out of the sleeves. He dropped the shirt on the carpet and rifled his suitcase again until he found the badly faded T-shirt he’d bought fifteen years ago at a U2 concert.

  On the way back to the bed, he stopped at the television and lifted the videotape from the top of the VCR, pushed it in.

  “No, I wanna watch the—”

  “We’ll turn it back on in a minute.”

  He climbed under the covers beside the boy and stared at the bedside table, waiting for the phone to buzz.

  “Joel, I’m gonna answer the phone. I want you to sit here beside me and watch the television and don’t say a word until I tell you.”

  “I’m hungry.”

  The phone vibrated itself toward the edge of the bedside table.

  “I’ll buy you anything you want if you do this right for me.”

  Mitchell picked up the phone.

  Lisa calling.

  He closed his eyes, gave himself a moment to engage. He’d written it all down months ago, the script in the bedside table drawer under the Gideon bible he’d taken to reading every night before bed, but he didn’t need it.

  “Hi, Honey.”

  “Mitch, I’m so glad you—”

  “Stop. Don’t say anything. Just hang on a minute.” He reached for the remote control and pressed play. The screen lit up, halfway through the episode of Seinfeld. He lowered the volume, said, “Lisa, I want you to say, ‘I’m almost asleep.’”

  “What are you—”

  “Just do it.”

  A pause, then: “I’m almost asleep.”

  “Say it like you really are.”

  Mitchell closed his eyes.

  “I’m almost asleep.”

  “We’re sitting here watching Seinfeld.” He looked down at the top of Joel’s head, his hair brown with gold highlights, just the right shade and length. He kissed the boy’s head. “Our little guy’s just about asleep.”

  “Mitch, are you drunk—”

  “Lisa, I will close this fucking phone. Ask how our day was. Do it.”

  “How was your day?”

  “You weren’t crying that night.” He could hear her trying to gather herself.

  “How was your day, Mitch?”

  He closed his eyes again. “One of those perfect ones. We’re in Ouray, Colorado now. This little town surrounded by huge mountains. It started snowing around midday as we were driving down from Montrose. If they don’t plow the roads we may not be able to get out tomorrow.”

  “Mitch—”

  “We had a snowball fight after dinner, and our motel has these Japanese soaking tubs out back, full of hot mineral water from the springs under the town. Say you wish you were here.”

  “That’s not what I said that night, Mitch.”

  “What did you say?”

  “I wish I could be there with you, but part of me’s so glad you two have this time together.”

  “There aren’t many days like this, are there?”

  “No.”

  “Now, I just want to hear you breathing over the phone.”

  He listened. He looked at the television, then the boy’s head, then the ice-blue sweater.

  Mitchell held the phone to Joel’s mouth.

  “Say goodnight to Mom, Alex.”

  “Goodnight.”

  Mitchell brought the phone to his ear. “Thank you, Lisa.”

  “Mitch, who was that? What have you—”

  He powered off the phone and set it on the bedside table.

  When the boy was finally asleep, Mitchell turned off the television. He pulled the covers over the both of them and scooted
forward until he could feel the hard ridge of the boy’s little spine press against his chest.

  In the back window, through a crack in the closed blinds, he watched the snow falling through the orange illumination of a streetlamp, and his lips moved in prayer.

  The knock finally came a few minutes after 3:00 a.m., and nothing timid about it—the forceful pounding of a fist against the door.

  “Mitchell Griggs?”

  Mitchell sat up in bed, eyes struggling to adjust in the darkness.

  “Mr. Griggs?”

  More pounding as his feet touched the carpet.

  “Griggs!”

  Mitchell made his way across dirty clothes and pizza boxes to the door, which he spoke through.

  “Who is it?”

  “Dennis James, Ouray County sheriff. Need to speak with you right now.”

  “Little late, isn’t it?” He tried to make his voice sound light and unperturbed. “Maybe I could come by your office in the—”

  “What part of right now went past you?”

  Mitchell glanced up, saw the chain still locked. “What’s this about?” he asked.

  “I think you know.”

  “I’m sorry I don’t.”

  “Six-year-old boy named Joel McIntosh went missing from the Antlers Motel this evening. Clerk saw him getting into a burgundy Jetta just like the one you drive.”

  “Well, I’m sorry. He’s not here.”

  “Then why don’t you open the door, let me confirm that so you can get back to sleep and we can quit wasting precious minutes trying to find this little boy.”

  Mitchell glanced through the peephole, glimpsed the sheriff standing within a foot of the door under one of the globe lights that lit the second-floor walkway, his black parka dusted with snow, his wide-brimmed cowboy hat capped with a half-inch of powder.