Shadow Days

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  ACknowledgments

  Writing this prequel was an extraordinary experience not unlike a relay race — to succeed it required the speed, precision, and skill of the whole team. fortunately I work with an exceptionally talented team of publishers, editors, and marketers. I can’t thank my editor, Jill Santopolo, enough for believing this whirlwind project and racing along with me toward the finish line. The Penguin marketing team is beyond fantastic: Lisa DeGroff, Shanta Newlin, Emily Romero, Erin Dempsey, Courtney Wood, and Anna Jarzab put so much energy and creativity into the campaign, making it shine. I’d also like to thank the smashing folks at Campfire for bringing Rowan Estate to life and particularly to Dan Rodriguez, Brian Cain, Bret Kane, and Charissa Kane for welcoming me into their world. Will Browning deserves heaps of confetti and sparklers for being the fabulously talented and lovely person he is. There isn’t a day that goes by when I’m not thankful for my amazing crew at InkWell: Richard Pine, Charlie Olsen, and Lyndsey Blessing, who are the backbone of all my endeavors. finally, to all the incredible, clever, and creative fans who’ve traveled with Shay from his first explora-tions of Rowan Estate — you are what makes writing so rewarding.

  Thank you for helping Shay step into the real world; it is our friends who make us brave and give us the strength to solve life’s mysteries.

  This novella is dedicated to you.

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  Home wAs A word witHout much meaning for me,

  but Portland was the closest I’d come to knowing one. That ended with a phone call, like it always did.

  “Morning, Seamus, my boy,” Uncle Bosque said, his voice crackling through the static.

  Since I’d turned eighteen at the beginning of the month, I didn’t appreciate that he insisted on still calling me “boy.” But considering that it was Bosque, I had to accept that he likely saw anyone who didn’t possess a stock portfolio worth at least five million dollars as less than a real man.

  I rolled over in bed, blinking at the clock. 7:00 a.m. On a Saturday.

  Bosque was one of those workaholic types with an unhealthy com-mitment to productivity.

  “Hey, Uncle Bosque,” I croaked around the morning frog lodged in my throat.

  “Exciting news,” he said. “I’m taking you home.”

  I sat up, rubbing my eyes. “I’m sorry?”

  “Home, dear nephew. We’re finally going home.”

  “What are you talking about?” I rolled out of bed, stumbling toward a laundry basket. I found a clean pair of jeans and pulled them on with one hand while holding the phone to my ear with the other.

  “You want to take a trip to Ireland?”

  2

  This was the only possibility I could dredge up. Ireland was as much home as anyplace else: I’d been born there.

  “No, no.” Bosque’s laugh was indulgent, as if I’d just asked if he was taking me to meet Santa Claus at the North Pole for Christmas.

  “We’re moving to the family estate.”

  The phone dropped from my hand. I swore under my breath.

  “Shay?” Bosque’s voice sounded tinny from where the phone lay.

  I scooped it up. “Sorry, I’m here. We have a family estate?” This was the first I’d ever heard of it.

  “Of course.” Bosque’s tone implied that us having an estate was akin to keeping a family photo album.

  “Where is it?” Now that I was beginning to wake up, I felt the too familiar discomfort, like a rock had landed in my gut. Another move. He was talking about another move.

  “Colorado.”

  I closed my eyes. “When?”

  “You haven’t asked where in Colorado,” Bosque said. “I think you’ll be quite pleased.”

  “Where?” I forced myself to be polite.

  “Vail.” I could hear the self-satisfaction in Bosque’s reply. “Think of all the rocks you can climb there. They have these rather large ones called the Rocky Mountains.” He laughed at his own poor joke.

  When Bosque had learned a couple years ago that bouldering was a favorite hobby of mine, he’d regarded me with amusement, asking if I planned to try lion taming next. My uncle had no interest in my outdoor hobbies. His only close encounter with nature had been indulging my request for a pet rabbit when I was four. I’d had to give up floppy when we moved from Oxford to Mumbai three weeks later.

  “Vail. Great,” I said quietly.

  “Excellent school,” Bosque said. “Quite a pleasant town. We’ll have a fine life there.”

  3

  He threw around the word we easily, but I was betting I’d be in Vail and Bosque would be globe-trotting as usual.

  “I’m sure it will be great,” I said. “So . . . when?”

  “A car will pick you up in two days.” Bosque’s reply was clipped.

  “And I’m sending someone over to ship your personal effects.”

  I didn’t care about where we were moving—there was always a where—it was when that really mattered. When was two weeks before I was supposed to start my senior year of high school.

  “Two days?” My voice cracked. “Please tell me you’re kidding.”

  The other end of the phone was silent.

  I counted to ten, forcing myself to take slow breaths.

  “I’m sorry, Uncle Bosque. I guess I was just really hoping to finish up school here.”

  “I can understand your position, Shay,” Bosque said. “I assure you the Mountain School in Vail is an exceptional school, far better than your current academy.”

  I swallowed my objection, though my current school was just fine. If Bosque said I was moving, I was moving.

  Bosque cleared his throat. “The
car will arrive at noon on Monday and take you to the airport. I’ll be waiting for you at my jet so we can arrive at our new home together. I trust you’ll be ready for the trip?”

  Surprise made me forget I was angry. I usually moved alone, seeing Bosque only in passing if he decided to drop in at my new school.

  Relocating to the family estate must really mean something to him.

  “I’ll see you Monday,” I said.

  He hung up.

  I stumbled my way toward the kitchen, knowing I’d never get back to sleep. My mind churned as I attempted to call up images of Colorado. Mountains, skiing, hiking, climbing. I rattled off positives, but I was having a hard time getting past how pissed off I was that 4

  Bosque had decided to yank me out of Portland. I’d been here for over a year. It was the longest I’d been anywhere in the last decade.

  I had friends. I lived in a cool city. And I was about to start my senior year in high school.

  Not anymore.

  I found Ally in our common area standing in tree pose, her eyes closed, while the coffeemaker chortled and steamed at her back.

  She opened one eye. “You know it’s Saturday, right?”

  I mumbled an affirmative, grabbing a mug and sloshing myself a cup from the half-brewed pot.

  “Taking me up on my offer to teach morning yoga?” She threw me a wry smile.

  I dropped into a chair. “I’m moving.”

  She abandoned her serene posture and joined me at the kitchen table. “What?”

  “My uncle called,” I said. “We’re going to Colorado.”

  “But school starts in two weeks,” she said. “Why now?”

  “Why ever?” I sipped my coffee, avoiding her worried gaze.

  “This is my life. Always has been.”

  “Your uncle’s a real nutclubber, huh?” Ally said.

  I cracked a smile for the first time since the phone call. Ally believed in only cursing with newly invented words. After I’d met her and commented on it, she’d replied: “The best thing about English is its inventiveness. There are always new words.

  If you’re sticking with standard cussing, you’re not thinking hard enough.”

  “Yeah, that’s one way to put it,” I said.

  “All right.” She patted my shoulder, heading out of the kitchen.

  “Seeing how we don’t have much time left, I’ll wake up the rest of the crew.”

  5

  • • •

  Two hours later my housemates and I were fully caffeinated and wrestling my stuff into boxes.

  “I’ll give you my first child,” Mike said, hefting my stack of Walking Dead.

  “No deal.” I roll another sweater into a ball and sank it into a suitcase. “Put them in the trunk and back away slowly.”

  “Pimplepus!” Ally jumped out of the way before a stack of books crashed to the floor where she’d been standing.

  Sam, my other housemate, who’d been not so much packing as offering instructions to everyone else while he sat on the bed picking out tunes on his acoustic, glanced in her direction.

  “Top heavy,” Sam said.

  “Excuse me?” Ally glared at him.

  Sam grinned at her. “The bookshelves, babe.”

  Mike wrapped his arms around Ally. “Hey, don’t insult my lady friend. I might be forced to defend her honor.”

  Sam pretended to cower.

  “I think I’m better off without that brand of defense.” Ally shoved him off.

  Mike laughed and began gathering up books. “Dude, these are seriously warped. Why don’t you get some nice books?”

  for a moment I wished I could stop time and stay in this place with these people. I’d spent a week arguing with Bosque over my moving into this house for the summer. He’d been unconvinced that living with real people as opposed to a mostly empty school dorm would be in my best interest. I couldn’t help feeling like I was being yanked away from my friends as payback for winning that last battle.

  Mike had made a tower of yellowing paperbacks. “If I put all these outside our house on the curb, I don’t think I could get five bucks for them.”

  6

  “Leave him alone,” Ally said, offering me an apologetic smile.

  “Look at this one.” Mike held up a tattered copy of Arthur C.

  Clarke’s Imperial Earth.

  “face it, Mike,” I said. “You have no taste. I’m ready to defend the value of flea market books and the utter genius that is cover art from the seventies.”

  “Yeah?” Mike said, handing the book to Ally and picking up another one. The cover had fallen off, leaving the title page naked, so I could see it was Vonnegut’s Breakfast of Champions. “Nice cover art here.”

  I shrugged. “Read it too many times. And dropped it in a lake once.”

  “Maybe if you read books too many times, I wouldn’t have to help you cheat your way through all your lit classes,” Ally said, sticking her tongue out at Mike.

  “Don’t I remember you being my girlfriend?” Mike pulled her in for a kiss. “Aren’t you supposed to be nice to me?”

  “Not in my contract,” Ally said, but she kissed him back, smiling.

  Still wearing the half-dazed grin he couldn’t fight off whenever Ally kissed him, Mike tried to frown at the shelves of Penguin Classics still waiting to be put in boxes.

  “Seriously, man. Augustine, Aquinas, Hobbes, Seneca. You haven’t read all this philosophy. You aren’t that boring.”

  “Yes, I have,” I said. “And philosophy isn’t boring. If you ever cracked one of those books open, you’d know that.”

  “I prefer learning via proxy,” he said, putting his arm around Ally.

  She sighed. “I’ve created a monster.”

  “An ignorant monster.” I jumped out of the way when Mike tried to sucker punch me.

  The screen door banged open and closed, and a moment later Kate stood in my bedroom door, breathless.

  7

  “I’m here! Tell me it’s not true!”

  She was wearing jeans and a T-shirt layered beneath the hoodie I’d loaned her at the bonfire we’d had last weekend. I knew the smile I shot her way was muted by regret. I’d been toying with the idea of asking Kate out. She was cute, smart, and funny. Now the best I could do was an “I’ll miss you” hook-up, which would only leave me feeling like an ass.

  My uncle really is a nutclubber.

  “We’re packing boxes for the fun of it,” Sam said, striking a minor chord.

  “You haven’t helped pack a thing,” Ally said. “But yeah, he’s leaving us.”

  “Why?” Kate kind of threw herself at me. I was kinda expecting a hug, so I caught her. She smelled like strawberries, and I started to rethink the merits of that good-bye hook-up. Then I remembered that I don’t want to be That Guy . . . most of the time.

  “The usual,” I said, enjoying the way she tucked her head under-neath my chin. “My uncle’s work is moving, so am I.”

  “If you’re in boarding schools anyway, why do you have to go anywhere?” Mike asked.

  My teeth clenched and I let Kate go. “I don’t know, but I’ve learned that arguing about it doesn’t do any good. I just have to move when he tells me to.”

  “Sucks,” Sam said.

  “Write me a song about it,” I said, not wanting to mope.

  Sam grinned. “Maybe I will.”

  “But no more Elliott Smith stuff,” Mike said. “Just ’cause he died doesn’t mean we’re all waiting for his replacement.”

  “I’m not trying to be Elliott Smith.” Sam glared at him.

  “Uh-huh,” Mike said. “Your ‘Saturday Market’ sounded just like

  ‘Rose Parade.’”

  8

  “No, it didn’t.” Sam threw a pleading gaze at Ally.

  “Sorry,” she said.

  “Damn it.” Sam shoved his guitar aside.

  “Language,” she said.

  Sam picked up his guitar again and repeated the angr
y move-ment. “Mangleguts!” he said, managing to keep a straight face.

  Ally smiled and nodded. “Good boy.”

  “I’m going to miss this,” I said, and then wished I hadn’t. Everybody got quiet. Kate sighed.

  Ever the mother hen, Ally strode up to me, placing her hands on my shoulders. “Miss, schmiss. You’re not getting away from us.”

  “You’re going to keep him here as a hostage,” Mike said. “Nice.

  His uncle’s loaded.”

  Ally ignored him. “I know you have this whole social media aversion thing—”

  “I’d rather read . . . or go on a hike,” I replied automatically. “I’m content with texting.”

  “No excuses,” she said, wagging her finger in my face. “We’re setting you up a facebook page right now. ”

  “Uh—” I started. But she was already heading to my laptop.

  “No! A blog—make him do a blog.” Sam stood up, trotting to meet her and sliding into the chair at my desk before she had a chance to.

  “Wait a sec—” I shook my head, but Ally had already begun to giggle, whispering in Sam’s ear while he typed.

  “Give the guy a break,” Mike said. “He’s already being exiled from the coolest city in the continental U.S. and now you’re giving him homework.”

  Ally glared at him. “I know what I’m doing.”

  “You’re the expert,” he said, giving me an “I tried” glance. But she was right. Ally was the social sun around which we all orbited.

  9

  “A blog and facebook it is,” Sam announced. He clicked between two screens, as of yet empty templates. Tabula rasa: a clean slate, like my new life.

  “I don’t know about this,” I said. “What am I supposed to write about? I don’t think people will want to read about my boring life.”

  “Write nice things about us,” Ally said. “We’re suckers for flat-tery. And witticisms. I believe you are capable of witticisms.”

  I raise an eyebrow at her. “Give me an example.”

  “If you need an example, I may have been wrong about you,”

  Ally said.

  “You have to let us know you’re doing okay.” Kate pulled the hoodie a little tighter around her. I doubted I would ever get it back.