Just One of the Guys, Page 2

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  Author: Kristan Higgins I nod, not looking at Trevor, who is neither skinny nor pale, but brawny and chocolate-eyed and irresistible.

  “Are you kidding? He dumped you?”

  A small smile tugs at my mouth. “Yes,” I acknowledge. “And thanks. ”

  “Well, you’re better off without him,” Trevor says. “He was an idiot. ” Trevor met him only once, but his assessment, I must admit, is spot on. I don’t answer, and Trevor looks at me carefully. “You want me to walk you home, Chastity?” He glances around the bar. “I guess none of the boys are here. ” The boys being my brothers and dad, of course.

  “No,” I sigh, a bit wetly. “I’ll just sit here and watch the Yanks. ”

  “Right. Well, I’ll hang out with you,” he says, dutiful as ever.

  “Thanks, Trev. ” I blink back the pathetic tears that his offer—and probably my beloved Scorpion Bowl—invoke, then mentally slap myself. Jason is not worth any angst or woe. It’s just that what Jason said…it hurt. Even if he was a patchouli-reeking jerk.

  “Come on. There’s a booth. ”

  Trevor grabs the nachos, I grab my Bowl.

  Trevor—five foot eleven and a half—occupies an odd spot in my heart. On the one hand, he’s like my fifth brother. I’ve known him since I was in third grade, and he’s the best friend of both Mark and Matt, two of my four brothers. In fact, Trevor has spent more time with my family than I have in the past ten years. He works with—and reveres—my father, who is Trevor’s captain. He’s godfather to one of my nephews. He’s arguably my mother’s favorite child, biology be damned.

  On the other hand, and this is probably the hand that matters, he’s Trevor. Trevor James Meade. Beautiful name, beautiful man. And though he’s a longtime, very close family friend, and though I find him very, very attractive, Trevor is not a possibility. Don’t dwell on it, Scorpy advises. Scorpy has a point.

  I try not to look at Trevor, turn my eyes to Jeter—six-three, God bless him—and the other boys, but the score is, oh, heck, three hundred and twelve to two or something and the Yanks are on their eleventh batter of the inning, so it’s not exactly a nail-biter. I glance across the table. Trevor gives me a perfunctory smile, but he looks a little uncomfortable. I can’t remember the last time that he and I were alone together. Oh, shit, yes I can. When he came down to New York City and told me he was getting married. How can a girl forget? Another grim, embarrassing memory. I sigh, sip and take another layer of nachos.

  Trevor signals effortlessly to the waitress—being female, she noticed Trevor the minute he walked in, and she stumbles to a halt at the joy of being summoned. Typical.

  “Is that your first drink, Chas?” Trevor asks.

  “Yes,” I reply. “Just one little Scorpion Bowl. They’re kind of cute, aren’t they?”

  Trevor smiles more genuinely. “Hope you won’t mind if I walk you home tonight. ”

  “Not at all, Firefighter Meade. ” I grin back a little sloppily.

  “What can I get you?” the waitress breathes in a Marilyn Monroe sex-kitten voice. “Would you like a beer? The wine list? A few kids and a mortgage?” Actually, she didn’t specifically say that last one, but it was clearly implied.

  “I’ll have a Sam Adams,” Trevor says, smiling up at her.

  “I’d like another Scorpion Bowl,” I tell her.

  “I’m Lindsey,” she breathes, ignoring me. “I’m new here. ”

  “Nice to meet you, Lindsey,” Trevor says. I don’t bother to reply, since I’m not part of this conversation anyway. On the television screen, Jeter clips the ball over the first baseman’s head and flies off down the first base line, stretching the hit into a double. I get the feeling he knows I’m feeling down and is doing his utmost to cheer me up. Oh, now he’s stealing third. Yes, it’s clear. Jeter loves me.

  The waitress is slipping a piece of paper to Trevor. Her phone number, no doubt. Possibly her bra size and the preferred names of their unborn children. What am I, bleeping invisible? How is a woman who is five foot eleven and three-quarters invisible? And what if Trevor and I were on a date? We’re not, but it could happen!

  Trev has the grace to look sheepish, and my irritation fades. It’s okay. I understand. Trevor is, though not exactly handsome, one of those guys who renders women helpless. His features taken one by one are not so special. Put them together and you have the male equivalent of death by chocolate. An utterly appealing, absolutely luscious man. Damn him.

  I eat some more nachos and finish my beloved Scorpy. Maybe I should try being as bold as Lindsey, the sex-kitten waitress. After all, she’s been here for a minute and a half and a really nice, good-looking firefighter has her number.

  “Sorry about that,” Trevor says.

  “Sorry about what?” I say casually, looking out again at the restaurant half of Emo’s. There’s the New York Times model. He is so handsome. His bone structure suggests an icy reserve, if such a thing is possible, not like Trev’s instantly loveable face.

  Another Scorpion Bowl appears before me, as if by magic. No, not magic. Stu, the bartender—who noticed me when Lindsey the waitress did not. Good old Stu. Too bad he’s married and sixty years old. Otherwise, I’d be all over him. I take a grateful sip, wince as my taste buds protest, then swallow. I need the booze, frankly. It’s not every night that I nearly choke to death and get dumped, after all.

  “So what did your dumb-ass boyfriend say, anyway?” Trevor asks, taking a slab of nachos for himself.

  I pause. The Scorpion Bowl demands that I answer honestly. “He said I’m not attractive enough. ”

  Trevor stops chewing. “What an asshole. ”

  I smile. Another show of loyalty. “Thanks. ” Taking a chip devoid of any cheese or olive, I break it into crumbs and arrange them in a pattern on the table. This is good, because if I look up, the room spins a little. Scorpy the Second suggests that I pick Trevor’s brain. After all, Trevor is an expert on women. And, Scorpy continues, hasn’t Trev known me long enough to be honest, if nothing else? “Trevor, tell the truth. Am I…pretty?”

  His eyebrows rise in surprise. “Of course you’re…well, okay, maybe pretty’s not the right word. Striking. How’s that?”

  I roll my eyes. “Kind of crappy, to be honest. Striking. As in striking out, as in ‘When will A-Rod stop striking out in the post-season?’ Or as in a protest, as in ‘We’re striking because conditions suck. ’”

  Trevor grins. “Let’s switch you to some water, what do you say?”

  “Come on. Tell me. ”

  “Tell you what, Chastity?”

  “Well, you slept with me. You must have found me attractive, right?”

  Trevor freezes, his beer halfway to his mouth.

  “Columbus Day weekend, remember?” I continue. “My freshman year of college. You—”

  “Of course I remember, Chastity,” Trevor says, his voice low. “I just wasn’t aware that we were going to discuss it. It’s been, what, twelve years? Maybe I could get a little warning next time. ”

  “Don’t get all prissy,” I say, taking another sip of my drink. “So?” My tone is nonchalant, but my face, I note, feels warm. Scorpy II tells me not to worry.

  “So what?” Trevor says, his face stern.

  “Well, you must have found me somewhat attractive, right?”

  “Of course I found you attractive,” Trevor says carefully, shifting his gaze to a point to the left of my head. “You’re very attractive. ”

  “But…” I prod.

  “But nothing. You’re attractive, okay? You’re unconventionally beautiful. Don’t let that scrawny little weenie make you feel insecure. ”

  “I’m not. Just wondering—if men find me attractive. ”

  “Well, I’m wondering if you need something a little more substantial than nachos. How about some dinner? Want a burger?”

  “I’m not hungry,” I say around the last mouthful of nach
os.

  Trev runs his hand through his wavy brown hair, hair I’ve always loved. Thick, rich, wavy and tousled, the color of black coffee, silky smooth…I’d better stop. He’s looking at me oddly. “So what do you want from me?” he asks.

  Four children. “Just be honest. ”

  “About what?”

  “About men and me. ”

  There must be something in my expression that makes Trevor take pity on me. “Chastity,” he begins. “Men love you. You’re lots of fun. In fact, you’ve always been one of the—” He breaks off suddenly.

  “What? One of the what? One of the guys? Is that what you were going to say? That I’m one of the guys?” My voice is shrill. And possibly a little loud.

  “Uh, well, in a good way, you know?”

  “How is that good?” I demand.

  Trevor winces. “Well, you know a lot about sports, right? And many men enjoy sports. ” I groan; Trev grimaces. “And you play darts and pool and stuff like that. Um, we all had a good time doing that triathlon with you a couple years ago. The MDA thing?”

  I sigh and reach for my Scorpy, but Trevor has moved it out of reach. He pushes a glass of water toward me instead. I roll my eyes…one seems to get stuck…and look once more at Mr. New York Times. I wish I was married to him. I wonder if there’s a way I can convey this somehow. Look over here, buddy. Marry me. He smiles at something his white-haired companion says and continues to be unaware that his soul mate sits just yards away.

  Just then, the pretty, slutty, number-giving-out waitress reappears with yet another Scorpion Bowl. Even in my tipsy state, I realize that Trevor is right and I shouldn’t drink another drop. Then, realization dawns in a glorious sunburst. Someone is sending me a drink!

  “From a potential friend,” Slutty Waitress says, her voice loaded with meaning, and sets the glass in front of me.

  Well, this is a change! Someone is interested in me! How thrilling! My cheeks flush in pleasure. Thank God! Talk about the cavalry rushing in just at the right moment! Just when my ego lies twitching in the gutter, someone has sent me a drink! Oh my God, could it be from Mr. New York Times? No wonder he wouldn’t look at me…he’s waiting to see my reaction! A surge of adrenaline floods my chest, and my eyelids seem to be fluttering. I glance over. He’s still not looking. Must be shy. How adorable!

  “Is it from the—” god “—man at that table?” I ask, gesturing in his general direction.

  “No. From the…person? Over there,” the waitress says. “At the bar. ”

  Heart thumping, I crane my neck to see who it is. Trevor does the same.

  Sitting at the bar, looking at me with a smile, is a woman. She lifts her beer glass—I’m guessing Miller—and salutes me. Because I don’t know what else to do, I wave back weakly. She’s fairly attractive, with short dark hair and a pleasant plumpness to her, and she seems to have a nice face. However, this doesn’t erase the fact that I’m not a lesbian. Trevor covers his eyes with one hand. I suspect he is laughing. His mouth twitches. Yes. Bastard.

  “Could you…could you tell her…I…it’s just that…” My face is flaming.

  “She’s spoken for,” Trevor manages to say somberly. “Thanks anyway. You can take the drink back. ”

  The waitress nods, takes the glass away and undulates her ass inches from Trevor’s shoulder. I put my head on the table.

  “Oh, Chas,” Trevor laughs. Without lifting my head, I give him the finger.

  He gets out of his seat and comes to sit next to me, putting a brotherly arm around my shoulders. “Don’t be glum, Chas. Things will work out. ”