Fifty Shades of Grey, Page 43

  “You didn’t wear your panties to meet my parents.”

  “Did that shock you?”

  “Yes.”

  Jeez, the bar’s moved to sixteen feet.

  “It seems I can only shock you in the underwear department.”

  “You told me you were a virgin. That’s the biggest shock I’ve ever had.”

  “Yes, your face was a picture, a Kodak moment.” I giggle.

  “You let me work you over with a riding crop.”

  “Did that shock you?”

  “Yep.”

  I grin.

  “Well, I may let you do it again.”

  “Oh, I do hope so, Miss Steele. This weekend?”

  “Okay,” I agree, shyly.

  “Okay?”

  “Yes. I’ll go to the Red Room of Pain again.”

  “You say my name.”

  “That shocks you?”

  “The fact that I like it shocks me.”

  “Christian.”

  He grins.

  “I want to do something tomorrow.” His eyes glow with excitement.

  “What?”

  “A surprise. For you.” His voice is low and soft.

  I raise an eyebrow and stifle a yawn at the same time.

  “Am I boring you, Miss Steele?” His tone is sardonic.

  “Never.”

  He leans across and kisses me gently on my lips.

  “Sleep,” he commands, then switches off the light.

  And in this quiet moment, as I close my eyes, spent and sated, I think I’m in the eye of the storm. And in spite of all he’s said, and what he hasn’t said, I don’t think I have ever been so happy.

  Christian stands in a steel-barred cage. Wearing his soft, ripped jeans, his chest and feet are mouthwateringly naked, and he’s staring at me. His private-joke smile etched on his beautiful face and his eyes a molten gray. In his hands he holds a bowl of strawberries.

  He ambles with athletic grace to the front of the cage, gazing intently at me. Holding up a plump ripe strawberry, he extends his hand through the bars.

  “Eat,” he says, his tongue caressing the front of his palate as he enunciates the ‘t’.

  I try and move toward him, but I’m tethered, held back by some unseen force around my wrist, holding me . Let me go.

  “Come, eat,” he says, smiling his delicious crooked smile.

  I pull and pull… let me go! I want to scream and shout, but no sound emerges. I am mute. He stretches a little further, and the strawberry is at my lips.

  “Eat, Anastasia.” His mouth forms my name, lingering sensually on each syllable.

  I open my mouth and bite, the cage disappears, and my hands are free. I reach up to touch him, graze my fingers through his chest hair.

  “Anastasia.”

  No. I moan.

  “Come on, baby.”

  No. I want to touch you.

  “Wake up.”

  No. Please. My eyes flicker unwillingly open for a split second. I’m in bed and someone is nuzzling my ear.

  “Wake up, baby,” he whispers, and the effect of his sweet voice spreads like warm melted caramel through my veins.

  It’s Christian. Jeez, it’s still dark, and the images of him from my dream persists, disconcerting and tantalizing in my head.

  “Oh… no,” I groan. I want back at his chest, back to my dream. Why is he waking me?

  It’s the middle of the night, or so it feels . Holy shit. Does he want sex – now?

  “Time to get up, baby. I’m going to switch on the sidelight.” His voice is quiet.

  “No,” I groan.

  “I want to chase the dawn with you,” he says, kissing my face, my eyelids, the tip of my nose, my mouth, and I open my eyes. The sidelight is on. “Good morning, beautiful,”

  he murmurs.

  I groan, and he smiles.

  “You are not a morning person,” he murmurs.

  Through the haze of light, I squint and see Christian leaning over me, smiling. Amused.

  Amused at me. Dressed! In black.

  “I thought you wanted sex,” I grumble.

  “Anastasia, I always want sex with you. It’s heartwarming to know that you feel the same,” he says dryly.

  I gaze at him as my eyes adjust to the light, but he still looks amused… thank heavens.

  “Of course I do, just not when it’s so late.”

  “It’s not late, it’s early. Come on – up you go. We’re going out. I’ll take a rain check on the sex.”

  “I was having such a nice dream,” I whine.

  “Dream about what?” he asks patiently.

  “You.” I blush.

  “What was I doing this time?”

  “Trying to feed me strawberries.”

  His lips twitch with a trace of a smile.

  “Dr. Flynn could have a field day with that. Up – get dressed. Don’t bother to shower, we can do that later.”

  We!

  I sit up, and the sheet pools at my waist, revealing my body. He stands to give me room, his eyes dark.

  “What time is it?”

  “5:30 in the morning.”

  “Feels like 3:00 a.m.”

  “We don’t have much time. I let you sleep as long as possible. Come.”

  “Can’t I have a shower?”

  He sighs.

  “If you have a shower, I’ll want one with you, and you and I know what will happen then – the day will just go. Come.”

  He’s excited. Like a small boy, he’s iridescent with anticipation and excitement. It makes me smile.

  “What are we doing?’

  “It’s a surprise. I told you.”

  I can’t help but grin up at him.

  “Okay.” I clamber off the bed and search for my clothes. Of course they are neatly folded on the chair beside my bed. He’s laid out a pair of his jersey boxer briefs too, Ralph Lauren, no less. I slip them on, and he grins at me. Hmm, another piece of Christian Grey’s underwear – a trophy to add to my collection – along with the car, the BlackBerry, the Mac, his black jacket, and a set of old valuable first editions. I shake my head at his lar-gesse, and I frown as a scene from Tess crosses my mind: the strawberry scene. It evokes my dream. To hell with Dr. Flynn – Freud would have a field day – and then he’d probably expire trying to deal with Fifty Shades.

  “I’ll give you some room now that you’re up.” Christian exits toward the living area, and I wander into the bathroom. I have needs to attend to, and I want a quick wash. Seven minutes later, I am in the living area, scrubbed, brushed and dressed in jeans, my camisole, and Christian Grey’s underwear. Christian glances up from the small dining table where he’s eating breakfast. Breakfast! Jeez, at this time.

  “Eat,” he says.

  Holy Moses… my dream. I gape at him, thinking about his tongue on his palate. Hmm, his expert tongue.

  “Anastasia,” he says sternly, pulling me out of my reverie.

  It really is too early for me. How to handle this?

  “I’ll have some tea. Can I take a croissant for later?”

  He eyes me suspiciously, and I smile very sweetly.

  “Don’t rain on my parade, Anastasia,” he warns softly.

  “I will eat later when my stomach’s woken up. About 7:30 a.m.… okay?”

  “Okay.” He peers down at me.

  Honestly. I have to concentrate hard on not making a face at him.

  “I want to roll my eyes at you.”

  “By all means, do, and you will make my day,” he says sternly.

  I gaze up at the ceiling.

  “Well a spanking would wake me up, I suppose.” I purse my lips in quiet contempla-tion.

  Christian’s mouth drops open.

  “On the other hand, I don’t want you to be all hot and bothered, the climate here is warm enough.” I shrug nonchalantly.

  Christian closes his mouth and tries very hard to look displeased, but fails hopelessly.

  I can see the humor lurki
ng in the back of his eyes.

  “You are, as ever, challenging, Miss Steele. Drink your tea.”

  I notice the Twinings label, and inside, my heart sings. See, he does care, my subconscious mouths at me. I sit and face him, drinking in his beauty. Will I ever get enough of this man?

  As we leave the room, Christian throws a sweatshirt at me.

  “You’ll need this.”

  I look at him, puzzled.

  “Trust me.” He grins, leans over and kisses me quickly on the lips, then grabs my hand and we head out.

  Outside, in the relative cool of the half-light of pre-dawn, the valet hands Christian a set of keys to a flash sports car with a soft top. I raise an eyebrow at Christian, who smirks back at me.

  “You know, sometimes it’s great being me,” he says with a conspiratorial but smug grin that I simply can’t help emulating. He’s so lovable when he’s playful and carefree. He opens my car door with an exaggerated bow, and in I climb. He is in such a good mood.

  “Where are we going?”

  “You’ll see.” He grins as he slips the car into drive, and we head out on Savannah Parkway. He programs the GPS and presses a switch on the steering wheel and a classical orchestral piece fills the car.

  “What’s this?” I ask as the sweet, sweet sound of a hundred violin strings assails us.

  “It’s from La Traviata. An opera by Verdi.”

  Oh, my… it’s lovely.

  “La Traviata? I’ve headr of that. I can’t think where. What does it mean?”

  Christian glances at me and smirks.

  “Well, literally, the woman led astray. It’s based on Alexander Dumas’s book, La Dame aux Camelias.”

  “Ah. I’ve read it.”

  “I thought you might.”

  “The doomed courtesan.” I squirm uncomfortably in the plush leather seat. Is he trying to tell me something? “Hmm, it’s a depressing story,” I mutter.

  “Too depressing? Do you want to choose some music? This is on my iPod.” Christian has that secret smile again.

  I can’t see his iPod anywhere. He taps the screen on the console between us, and behold - there is a play list.

  “You choose.” His lips twitch up into a smile, and I know it’s a challenge.

  Christian Grey’s iPod, this should be interesting. I scroll through the touch screen, and find the perfect song. I press play. I wouldn’t have figured him for a Britney fan. The club-mix, techno beat assaults us both, and Christian turns the volume down. Maybe it’s too early for this: Britney’s at her most sultry.

  “Toxic, eh?” Christian grins.

  “I don’t know what you mean.” I feign innocence.

  He turns the music down a little more, and inside I am hugging myself. My inner goddess is standing on the podium awaiting her gold medal. He turned the music down.

  Victory!

  “I didn’t put that song on my iPod,” he says casually, and puts his foot down so that I am thrown back into my seat as the car accelerates along the freeway.

  What? He knows what he’s doing, the bastard. Who did? And I have to listen to Britney going on and on. Who… who?

  The song ends and the iPod shuffles to Damien Rice being mournful. Who? Who? I stare out of the window, my stomach churning. Who?

  “It was Leila,” he answers my unspoken thoughts. How does he do that?

  “Leila?”

  “An ex, who put the song on my iPod.”

  Damien warbles away in the background as I sit stunned. An ex… ex-submissive? An ex– “One of the fifteen?” I ask.

  “Yes.”

  “What happened to her?”

  “We finished.”

  “Why?”

  Oh jeez. It’s too early for this kind of conversation. But he looks relaxed, happy even, and what’s more, talkative.

  “She wanted more.” His voice is low, introspective even, and he leaves the sentence hanging between us, ending it with that powerful little word again.

  “And you didn’t?” I ask before I can employ my brain to mouth filter. Shit, do I want to know?

  He shakes his head.

  “I’ve never wanted more, until I met you.”

  I gasp, reeling. Oh my. Isn’t this what I want? He wants more. He wants it, too! My inner goddess has back flipped off the podium and is doing cartwheels around the stadium.

  It’s not just me.

  “What happened to the other fourteen?” I ask.

  Jeez he’s talking – take advantage.

  “You want a list? Divorced, beheaded, died?”

  “You’re not Henry VIII.”

  “Okay. In no particular order, I’ve only had long term relationships with four women, apart from Elena.”

  “Elena?”

  “Mrs. Robinson to you.” He half smiles his secret private joke smile.

  Elena! Holy Fuck. The evil one has a name and its all-foreign sounding. A vision of a glorious, pale-skinned vamp with raven hair and ruby-red lips comes to mind, and I know that she’s beautiful. I must not dwell. I must not dwell.

  “What happened to the four?” I ask to distract myself.

  “So inquisitive, so eager for information, Miss Steele,” he scolds playfully.

  “Oh, Mr. When Is Your Period Due?”

  “Anastasia – a man needs to know these things.”

  “Does he?”

  “I do.”

  “Why?”

  “Because I don’t want you to get pregnant.”

  “Neither do I! Well, not for a few years yet.”

  Christian blinks startled, then visibly relaxes. Okay. Christian doesn’t want children.

  Now or never? I am reeling from his sudden, unprecedented attack of candor. Perhaps it’s the early morning? Something in the Georgia water? The Georgia air? What else do I want to know? Carpe Diem.

  “So the other four, what happened?” I ask.

  “One met someone else. The other three wanted – more. I wasn’t in the market for more then.”

  “And the others?” I press.

  He glances at me briefly and just shakes his head.

  “Just didn’t work out.”

  Whoa, a bucket-load of information to process. I glance in the side mirror of the car, and I notice the soft swell of pink and aquamarine in the sky behind. Dawn is following us.

  “Where are we headed?” I ask, perplexed, gazing out at the I-95. We’re heading south, that’s all I know.

  “An airfield.”

  “We’re not going back to Seattle are we?” I gasp, alarmed. I haven’t said goodbye to my mom. Jeez, she’s expecting us for dinner.

  He laughs.

  “No, Anastasia, we’re going to indulge in my second favorite pastime.”

  “Second?” I frown at him.

  “Yep. I told you my favorite this morning.”

  I glance at his glorious profile, frowning, racking my brain.

  “Indulging in you, Miss Steele, that’s got to be top of my list. Any way I can get you.”

  Oh,

  “Well that’s quite high up on my list of diverting, kinky priorities too.” I mutter, blushing.“I’m pleased to hear it,” he mutters dryly.

  “So, airfield?”

  He grins at me.

  “Soaring.”

  The term rings a vague bell. He’s mentioned it before.

  “We’re going to chase the dawn, Anastasia.” He turns and grins at me as the GPS urges him to turn right into what looks like an industrial complex. He pulls up outside a large white building with a sign reading Brunswick Soaring Association.

  Gliding! We’re going gliding?

  He switches off the engine.

  “You up for this?” he asks.

  “You’re flying?”

  “Yes.”

  “Yes, please!” I don’t hesitate. He grins and leans forward and kisses me.

  “Another first, Miss Steele,” he says as he climbs out of the car.

  First? What sort of first? First time flying
a glider… shit! No – he said that he’s done it before. I relax. He walks round and opens my door. The sky has turned to a subtle opal, shimmering and glowing softly behind the sporadic childlike clouds. Dawn is upon us.

  Taking my hand, Christian leads me round the building to a large stretch of tarmac where several planes are parked. Waiting beside them is a man with a shaved head and a wild look in his eye, accompanied by Taylor.

  Taylor! Does Christian go any where without that man? I beam at him, and he smiles kindly back at me.

  “Mr. Grey, this is your tow-pilot, Mr. Mark Benson,” says Taylor. Christian and Benson shake hands and strike up a conversation, which sounds very technical about wind speed, directions, and the like.

  “Hello, Taylor,” I murmur shyly.

  “Miss Steele.” He nods a greeting at me, and I frown. “Ana,” he corrects himself.

  “He’s been hell on wheels the last few days. Glad we’re here,” he says conspiratorially.

  Oh, this is news – Why? Surely not because of me! Revelation Thursday! Must be something in the Savannah water that makes these men loosen up a bit.

  “Anastasia,” Christian summons me. “Come.” He holds out his hand.

  “See you later.” I smile at Taylor, and giving me a quick salute, he heads back to the parking lot.

  “Mr. Benson, this is my girlfriend Anastasia Steele.”

  “Pleased to meet you,” I murmur as we shake hands.

  Benson gives me a dazzling smile.

  “Likewise,” he says, and I can tell from his accent that he’s British.

  As I take Christian’s hand, there’s a mounting excitement in my belly. Wow… gliding! We follow Mark Benson out across the tarmac towards the runway. He and Christian keep up a running conversation. I catch the gist. We will be in a Blanik L-23, which is apparently better than the L-13, although this is open to debate. Benson will be flying a Piper Pawnee. He’s been flying tail draggers for about five years now. It all means nothing to me, but glancing up at Christian, he is so animated, so in his element, it’s a pleasure to watch him.

  The plane itself is long, sleek, and white with orange stripes. It has a small cockpit with two seats one in front of the other. It’s attached by a long white cable to a small, conventional single-propeller plane. Benson opens the large, clear Perspex dome that frames the cockpit, allowing us to climb in.