Memory Man, Page 33

  “I just thought of this. Could he really be Leopold? I mean, the guy really looked homeless and out of it. Could Sizemore go downhill that fast?”

  “Yes,” said Decker. “I did. And it didn’t take me years.”

  She looked at him openmouthed for a moment and then slowly turned away before saying, “Oh. Okay.”

  Decker extricated himself from the back of the car and stepped out. When Jamison started to do the same he ducked his head back in and said, “You’re staying in the car.”

  “What!”

  “Anything bad goes down, drive away and call the cops.”

  “Decker, I’m not going to let you—”

  “Yes you are.” He closed the car door and set off toward the house.

  He went down the sidewalk, his hands in his pockets, his head down, seemingly trying to avoid the stiff, chilly breeze.

  But he kept gazing to the right, observing the house as he went. It was growing dark, but there were no lights on inside. No car in the driveway. Sizemore, if he still lived here, might not be home. He might be in Burlington planning his next murder.

  He actually thought it improbable that Sizemore and Leopold were one and the same. Though it had been twenty years, and people could change, Decker felt like he would have recognized the man, even though he hadn’t had that much interaction with Sizemore at the institute. But still, one couldn’t be sure without digging further. And right now it was the only viable lead he had.

  He crossed the street, stepped between two parked cars, one of which was up on cement blocks, and walked down the crumbling sidewalk. He passed by the house, went around the block, cut through an alley, and ended up behind the house’s backyard. He struggled over the sagging chain-link fence and approached the house from the rear. There were no lights visible from here either.

  He sidled up to the rear door, slipped one hand over the butt of his gun, and waited, listening intently. No footsteps. No sounds at all.

  He looked left and right. He saw no one in the backyards of the houses on either side. The night was too chilly for folks to be sitting outside.

  He put his elbow through the glass, reached through, unlocked the door, and entered.

  He was now in a small foyer. On his left were a washer and dryer. Up a short set of stairs was the kitchen. The smell of fried foods was in the air, along with the stale stink of cigarette smoke. He remembered that Sizemore had been a smoker. He’d seen him taking his smoke breaks, the pack of cigarettes in his hand, and it appeared the man had never kicked the habit. But Decker had sat in a bar with Leopold and the man had never lighted up. If you were a smoker, you were going to light up in a bar if you could, and it was legal in Burlington to do so. And Decker hadn’t smelled smoke on Leopold’s clothes. And he would have. This lead was starting to go sideways, but he had to follow it through.

  He glided up the steps and looked around the small kitchen. There were some dishes in the sink. A newspaper was in the wastebasket. He checked the date. Two weeks ago. This was looking more and more squirrelly.

  He left the kitchen and looked into each of the rooms on the main level. There was no evidence that anyone had been here recently. He walked up the short flight of stairs to the upper floor.

  Then, growing impatient, he raced forward, kicking open doors as he went. He cleared the first room, the second, and then came to the third and last door.

  He pushed it open and started taking deep breaths, not because he wanted to, but because it was the only way to deaden his sense of smell.

  He walked over to the bed and looked down.

  He wasn’t sure whose corpse was lying on the sheets, because it was too badly decomposed. The height was about right. But the face was too far gone. From the state of decay, it looked like the body had been here for quite a while.

  The body had commanded his attention. He had not looked anywhere else.

  Now he did. His gaze drifted around the room and then held on one spot.

  He walked over to that wall and stared dumbly at the writing there.

  Wrong again. If he’s rotted now, it took you long enough. Keep trying. Maybe you’ll get there. Or maybe not. Xoxo, bro.

  Chapter

  44

  AGENT BOGART SAID, “It’s Chris Sizemore. They just confirmed the ID from prints and teeth.”

  Decker had called the police and then the FBI agent. The law had descended on the small run-down house like a hailstorm.

  They were in Sizemore’s house. Thankfully, the remains had long since been removed.

  Alexandra Jamison was in her car with strict instructions not to write about a word of this.

  Decker nodded. “Of course it is.”

  “Why?”

  Decker pointed to the writing on the wall. “Because of that.”

  Bogart stood next to him. “Explain.”

  “They said I was wrong again. This is Sizemore’s house. I would only have come here because I thought he was involved. He wasn’t. He was just another victim.”

  “So they’re playing you. Pulling your chain at every step.”

  Decker nodded. “Making like they’re smarter than I am, and maybe they are.”

  “Well, let’s hope to hell you’re wrong about that.”

  “They’ve been a step ahead the whole way. ‘If he’s rotted now’? He was pretty decomposed by the time I figured it out.”

  “Well, they had a long time to plan this. You might just catch up. The tortoise and the hare. And you have the FBI behind you. It’s not like you have to do this alone.”

  They walked outside; it was now the early hours of the morning.

  “So 711 Duckton,” said Bogart. “Your old stomping ground, you said.”

  “Yes.”

  “So if it’s not Sizemore who had the grudge against you there, who could it be?”

  “The other doctors and people working at the institute had no problem with me that I can recall.”

  Bogart sat down on the concrete stoop and sighed. “Okay. Anyone else? Because there has to be something. Otherwise, why point you to this place? How else would he even know about it if he wasn’t a patient or a staffer there?”

  Decker sat next to him. “It’s not simply his being there. There has to be something I did, or that he perceived I did, that would have made him undertake something like this.”

  “To an unbalanced mind, pretty much anything could be deemed to be a slight, Decker. You walked in a door ahead of him. You sneezed on him. You answered a question he wanted to answer. Who the hell knows?”

  “I have to know. I’m the only one who can know.”

  “Well, you never forget anything, so I have to believe that it will come to you.”

  “That’s the problem. If it hasn’t come to me then it’s not there.” Decker tapped the side of his head. “I don’t have things come to me. I go inside my head and retrieve them. There’s a difference.”

  Bogart rose and looked down at him. “I guess there is, now that you explain it.” He shoved his hands into his pockets. “Well, the ME estimates that Sizemore has been dead about two weeks. No telling where Leopold and his ‘friend’ were then. We’re going to canvass the neighborhood, see if anything turns up.”

  “I doubt it will. I slipped in the backyard while it was still light and broke in. And big as I am, no one apparently saw anything.”

  “Well, we’re still going to do it.”

  “Did Sizemore have a job?”

  “We’re checking that now. If he did, you’d think someone would have reported him missing when he didn’t show up.”

  “Some jobs don’t require you to show up anywhere.”

  “I’ll let you know what we find.”

  Bogart left him and Decker rose and walked back over to Jamison’s car and climbed in.

  She looked sleepily at him from the driver’s seat.

  “You could have gone on to a motel,” he said. “I’m sure I could have hitched a ride with one of Bogart’s guys.”

  She shook her head and said, “No, I couldn’t have slept anyway. So was it Sizemore?”

  “It was. Dead about two weeks.”

  “When you came out of the house before, you said the message on the wall was another taunt?”

  “That I had gotten it wrong but to keep trying. He also implied that maybe I wasn’t as smart as I thought. And he called me ‘bro’ again.”

  “He’s really playing mind games with you.”

  “Appears to be.”

  She stretched and yawned. “So what now?”

  “We get some sleep. We both think about things. Maybe some ideas will come.”

  “You really think that will happen?”

  “No, I don’t.”

  He thought, Because things don’t come to me. There’re already there. Or else they’re not.

  Chapter

  45

  THEY LEFT THE next day and began the long drive back to Burlington. Decker hardly spoke at all, and any questions posed to him by Jamison went largely ignored. She finally gave up and turned on the radio. They stopped to eat at a truckers’ grill off the highway. Amid a sea of big rigs, Jamison pulled her minnow of a vehicle into an available slot and they climbed out.

  Decker was moving stiffly. She noted this.

  “Sorry about the cramped quarters,” she said.

  He rubbed his neck, straightened his back until he heard a little pop, and said, “I’m hungry.”

  The place was crowded and they were led to a corner table in the back adjacent to the pool hall where truckers smacked balls and bet on the outcomes. Next to that was a gift shop where the most popular items seemed to be lingerie and sex toys for the missus or girlfriend back home.

  They ordered and Decker spooned sugar into his coffee while he stared at the laminated tabletop.

  A Bonnie Raitt song started wafting over the room from a jukebox.

  Jamison looked around at the beehive of activity, including one man wearing a Stetson who rode an electronic bucking bronco for a few seconds before being pitched off, to the delight of his buddies.

  Decker scratched at his beard and lifted his gaze to her.

  “You need to get on a plane and get as far away from me as you can. You understand that, don’t you?”

  “I thought we’d been through this and it was settled. Andy Jackson was—”

  “He was your friend and mentor. And being your friend and mentor he would not want you to be murdered.”

  “I have my Mace and—”

  “They could be here right now, you know. Watching us. Watching you.”

  “You’re just trying to scare me.”

  “I don’t have to try to scare you, Jamison. You’re a smart woman, which means you’re already scared.”

  Their food came and they ate in silence, each seemingly unwilling to meet the other’s gaze. When the check came, Decker paid.

  “You don’t owe me anything,” she said.

  “I ate a lot more than you. Splitting the tab wouldn’t be fair.”

  They walked back to the car. Decker, without seeming to, kept vigilant observation of their surroundings.

  * * *

  “Where do you want me to drop you?” asked Jamison as they drove along the city streets after having reached Burlington. “Your place, the school, the police department? Another life?”

  “Are you going to be getting on that plane?”

  She turned to look at him. “I don’t know,” she said quietly.

  “I hear Florida is nice this time of year. Maybe Miami?”

  “I don’t like running away from trouble.”

  “This isn’t trouble. It’s something more than that. It’s more about survival.”

  “And what about you? You’re staying, right? You’re not hopping on some plane and getting the hell out of Dodge.”

  “I’m staying,” was all Decker would say. “And you can drop me off at my place.”

  She did. As he climbed out of the car Decker said, “Stay or go. Either way, let me know, okay?”

  She nodded and then drove off.

  Decker went to his room, took a shower, grabbed some sleep, and then headed back out, taking a crosstown bus to Mansfield.

  He got off at the corner, looked up at the faded façade of the high school, and trudged inside.

  Lancaster met him in the library. She looked thinner and paler, and her left hand was trembling so badly she stuck it in her pocket. They sat at the back and he filled her in on the events of the last two days.

  “So you think Jamison will take your advice?” she asked.

  He shrugged. “I hope so. I can’t make her leave.”

  “Well, Chris Sizemore was out of town, and look what happened to him.”

  “They can’t run everyone down, Mary. This is not some secret organization with unlimited resources. It’s two people. Capable and methodical, but only two.”

  “That’s not a fact. That’s speculation on your part. Just like my speculation on 7-Eleven.”

  He considered this and nodded. “Actually, you’re right. What’s happened here, anything?”

  She shook her head. “We’ve gotten lip service from the Army. Not that it’s likely they could add much. Forensics has been a dead end. We know how the shooter got in, moved around, and left, but that doesn’t really lead us where we need to go, Amos.”

  “The only proven point is my connection. It led me to Chicago and the institute. That lead was confirmed with the murder of Chris Sizemore. The only way they could possibly know about him, and the grievance he held against me, was if they were there, or had some inside knowledge of what went on there twenty years ago.”

  “And you remember nothing that could help us? From all the folks who went in and out of that place while you were there?”

  Decker slumped back in his chair and looked around at the investigators at their various stations poring over details of the case. But he could see in their eyes and movements an ebbing energy, a malaise settling upon them. He had seen cases go sideways like this before. They were coming to believe that they were not going to solve this case. That they were not going to catch whoever had done this. It was draining everyone.

  He looked back at Lancaster. “The only link right now is Leopold, but I know for a fact that he was not at the institute. The only person he could have been was Sizemore. And even that was a long shot, now disproved.”

  “Well, we’ve seen that these people can play with physical perceptions. They made a smaller person look massive. And we’ve had a BOLO out on him for a while now and nothing. Guy’s just vanished.”

  “And no sign of our waitress from the bar?”

  “None. Waitress or waiter, according to the barman.”

  “Physical perception again. The guy impersonated a woman. And he did it well. I was sold on it. And he served me a beer. Was -->